Pensée Of Anemones

...failure

Stare at a blank point unblinking.

You keep pushing back the tortuous feelings

The more you try to not think of them

The more they squeeze your heart out in pain

You don't want the realization of yet another failed dua to occur to you

You are a Muslim so you endure

The world is fair to the cheaters, the lucky risk-takers and all in between who got a chance to be forgiven their mistakes

Except you

Cry all you want, cry as you might
It's no use the wheels of destiny won't wind back or change for you

Cry all you want, cry as you might
The blame game will never recover you from the failure

Try as you might, mad as you cry
Mundanity has become frustrating

Wish as you like, dream as you might
Don't forget loosing the second chance would be worst than the failure