How many hits will it take for me to understand?
How many times will they need to betray me for me to realize that all the times I warned them of my heartaches, all that consideration, was of no use?
Why am I always the one left with the heartache to wonder at when it'll go away?
How many disappointments will it take for me to realize one damn time?
Do their ears even hear what the hell their mouths say?
What lame, cowardly excuses they make?
It's like suffocating under a dark thread of dread
So light you can overcome it yet so heavy it's hard for you to escape it
It's like trying to scream at their face louder each time
Why they hurt you and how they hurt you
But their pride, their selfishness won't allow them to hear
They'll hide behind a fake embrassement
Especially when they are the smarter ones who recognize evil that's done unto them
The same evil they inflict on you
They know this and they know each other
They comment on each other's behavior but they never change
They cannot be at fault because they appear sensitive enough
Because they know better how not to hurt
They are fools
But you're a bigger fool
STAI LEGGENDO
Pensée Of Anemones
PoesiaA collection of Poetry I hide from my outside world and tell you unjudging strangers