Slipknot Imagines

So... (A/N)

Hello everyone, I hope everything's been fine for you all. And I know most of you must be waiting for new oneshots. But I'm afraid it won't be happening soon, hopefully later on. I know it's a pathetic excuse and I feel like a failure and an awful person because I know most of you have made requests and I feel bad for not completing them. Sure there were some oneshots I somewhat completed, but I just don't feel like it's enough.
I know I've been on hiatus for months. I've been focusing on completing homework and focusing on school, the second semester starts on Monday. It's been forever since the last update I've made.

So I have a question for you all, do you play Red Dead Redemption? I've had it for the past month already, and I'm loving the game. I'm curious to know who all plays the game. And I've been having a lot of thoughts and ideas for a Oneshot book for Red Dead and Imagines, etc. I've also been falling in love with some of the characters, and there's a lot of Red dead imagines and oneshot books I've been reading and it's been bothering me to start writing for the past few weeks already.

And also, who plays Black Ops 4? And who remembers the Origin characters? I've been itching to write about those guys also, so I might combine a oneshot book together. And if this happens, I'd be so happy. And it might take me a while to brew up some thoughts for these new books.

     Also, I've recently found out that I'm genderfluid. This was less than 6 months ago since I found out. For years I haven't felt like just one gender. I've felt like I wasn't just a female for so long. It's pretty hard to explain, I'm pretty sure some of you guys know what I mean when I say I'm genderfluid. I know I've been born a female, so it's basically like I'm a mix of both male and female. I've been doing my makeup lately, transforming myself into my inner self, and that is a male. I got so emotional once I saw myself as a male, I felt so complete. I felt comfortable in my own skin for once, it felt as if I was actually supposed to be born a male. I'm not trying to change my body, I want to leave my body as it is. I'm also ordering a binder, if anyone knows what that is. It's basically a bra that flattens the breast to create a flatter appearance. I have not told my parents about this yet, but I'm really wanting to tell them. I found out I was pansexual when I was a young age, at about 7 or 8. But I was 12 when I had my first Mtf girlfriend, I know. A young age. The hardest part is that my parents are not very accepting of the LGBTQ community. And my siblings don't even know, and most of them are homophobic. And they're very unaware that they have a pansexual genderfluid sister/brother. I'm comfortable with both male and female pronouns.

I know I probably look ridiculous, but I'm new to ftm makeup. Believe me, I'm working on the facial hair and everything.

I also liked how this turned out, I attempted a transformation to John Marston, I don't think I look like him at all, but overall I love the detail I put into this.

Anyways, feel free to message me or comment if you have any questions or suggestions for oneshots, and I hope you all have an amazing day today and stay safe, ❤️