warning!
smut
hints at murder
blood
degrading
sensory deprivation
where josh is a serial killer
and he falls in love with tyler. he hates the feeling of love and starts to hate himself
tyler was quiet when he watched josh.
he was driving down a dirt road and tyler smiled up at him.
« hey, you okay? » tyler asked
softly. josh nodded and his hands started shaking.
im doing this. im really doing this..
josh tried to ignore the thought
that the tape and knife were in the backseat, along with his microscope and a slide and cover slip.
josh started to hate this. he hated
that he was falling for tyler, no matter how much he had to deny it.
he looked at his fingers. he can't
do this. that was the worst part. he was shaking. fucking shaking.
he needed to do this cleanly. he can't
have shaky hands or any type of stuttering steps. he will mess up.
he pulled into the cabin and
tyler smiled. he started bouncing in his seat and he looked over at josh, who was still shaking.
« it's so pretty, josh! » tyler grinned
and yanked at his seatbelt. he leapt out the car and josh smiled at him.
fucking dumbass. you're falling
farther and farther for him. do it quickly and it'll be over, okay?
josh sighed. he pulled the keys
out the ignition and followed tyler inside, leaving the stuff in the car for until tyler goes to sleep.
he walked inside and tyler turned
on the lights. the place was huge in tyler's eyes, but to josh it was normal. he did spend a couple weekends here a month. he loved it here. it truly did feel like home, even the constant smell of blood from under the floorboards until the would clean up for his next victim.
he followed tyler as he ran around
the cabin. he smiled as tyler reached up and grabbed a little sculpture josh got when someone tried to exchange it for their life. he got two things that day.
tyler turned and ran up,
hugging him. he grinned and kissed josh deeply. josh's eyes fluttered shut and he kissed back. it was more than just a kiss to make the other happy, he felt so many butterflies in his stomach.
« thanks for bring me here, joshy, »
tyler said and kissed josh's cheek. josh blushed and smiled dumbly.
« you wanna go up to my room? i
have a pet tarantula! » josh said with a smile. one of the few things that made him happy was his rose haired tarantula he named spoo.
« you have a tarantula? » tyler asked.
josh nodded, strangely hoping tyler would like his pet.
« his name is spoo, » josh said
and held tyler hand as they walked up the stairs with a smile.
« he's the first thing i ever loved! » josh smiled as he opened the door to his room. he flipped on the light and it was cute.
he had a bed with grey sheets and
a white duvet. he had white pillows and a single stuffed animal.
it was a soft grey owl that his
mom got him before she passed away after being murdered.
