Alex's p.o.v
I smile and set down my phone. But of course, this always happens. Whenever I set down my phone it goes off.
Liza: hey hon!
Alex: Liza we have to talk about something..
Liza: what's wrong?
Alex: can we meet up?
Liza: sure
Alex: how about Roosevelt park?
Liza: okay! See you in a bit! <3
I sigh heavily. I'm seriously going to do this, aren't I?
I grab my things and began walking to the park. I had a million thoughts race my mind.
She's going to be heartbroken
I'll hurt her too much
I'm a terrible person
John would hate it
John would hate you
Angelica will be pissed
Angelica will kill me
But she likes me
Peggy will be disappointed
Peggy won't tell though, hopefully.
What if John rejects me?
What if John cuts me out of his life after this?
I decided not to tell her about Angelica. It would make things so much worse.
I finally made it to the park. I guess I got here before her. I nervously sat down on the bench.
I see Eliza running over to me with a smile on her face. She pants and sits down next to me.
"So what did you need to talk about?" She asks excitedly.
"Well Eliza I've been thinking long and very hard about this." I say turning and looking at her. Her cheeks flushed.
"And I needed to tell you that-"
"A-are you proposing?!" She gasps with a smile and a few tears on her face. I looked at her with a shocked expression.
"N-no... I'm breaking up with you..." I say feeling super guilty. Eliza and I had been dating for 5 years. We were high school sweethearts.
She stands up, looking at me with her eyes glossy. Her face turns red and she starts bawling.
"E-Eliza I-"
"Back off! I can't be trusted around you, without you breaking my heart! Angelica was right, you are a bastard!"
"Why would she call me that?! She likes me-" I cover my mouth. She looks at me dumbfounded.
"W-what....?"
There's no point in lying.
"She likes me.. one of her friends told me without knowing about you." Okay there is some point in lying. I couldn't drag Peggy!
"S-so you're saying she's liked you all this time, and you're breaking up with me for her?!" She says sounding super pissed.
"No! Not for her at least..." I was being honest..
"I'm-.. I.. you asshole! You're so lying!"
"I am not lying! Look if you don't believe me then so be it!" I yell back.
"Then who?! Who are you leaving me for?! After five years!" She screams sobbing.
Luckily the park was empty.
"That's none of your concern!"
"Wow, So it is Angelica! Why didn't you tell me?!"
"For the last time, it's not Angelica!"
"Yeah right!"
"You know what?! I'm leaving!" I stormed off, leaving her alone to sob.
I feel like a total asshole, really I do. She had every right to call me that. But at least I can try to be with John.
I finally make it home and plop on my bed. I take out my phone and text John.
Alex: I broke up with her......
John: WHAT?! SERIOUSLY?!
Alex: yeah... I feel like total shit
John: how long were you two a thing?
Alex: five years
John: FIVE YEARS???????
Alex: woah calm down this the question marks and explanation points
John: how can I?! You broke up with Eliza..
Alex: please don't tell me you're mad at me.
John: I'm a little ticked but you were unhappy with her? Right?
Alex: Yea, I love her but more like a sister
Alex: what tore me apart the most was that she thought I was going to propose....
John: oof that's gotta suck
Alex: you're telling me!
John: I really hope this person is worth it
Alex: I think he is
John: YOU BROKE UP WITH HER BECAUSE YOURE GAY?!?!
Alex: no! I broke up with her because I didn't love her like that anymore
Alex: and I'm not gay!!!
John: but you said he!
Alex: I did?
Alex: oh shit I did!
John: did you mean it to be her?
Alex: nope
Alex: I'm just bisexual
John: o
Alex: oh*
John: seriously??
Alex: yup
John: Jesus Christ
Alex: our lord and savior
John: oml staph
Alex: you shall not say the lords name in vain!
John: you yelled out 'oh my god' during dinner
Alex: whatever
We texted for hours. Until he got tired and called it a night.
He's so worth it.......
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Fanfiction"It all started with the internet...." ⚠️ Warnings⚠️ -depression -thoughts of suicide -also remember to be safe on the internet! Y'all don't know if there are some pedos out there! Btw Johns more dominate because I feel like he doesn't get enoug...
