Not So Different | Connor x Gavin Reed | Detroit Become Human Story

Chapter 7: Stress Levels Rising

Gavin didn't respond as he pulled him to the back of the station towards the restroom. He made sure that all the stalls were empty before he pushed Connor against the sinks. Gavin slammed his lips against Connor's.

Connor was in shock at first before he managed to push Gavin away, "Gavin. We are at work. There is no time for this." his LED turned into a brighter red, "I suggest that you leave. You are not due in for work today."

"Connor, what the fuck is up with you?"

Stress Levels: 89%

"Nothing." Connor simply said, his eyes glaring at Gavin.

"There clearly is something wrong, dipshit! Your goddamn LED is still red!"

Stress Levels: 92%

"Gavin. Just drop it, okay? My stress levels are already at 92% and I would highly recommend that you don't cause them to rise any further."

"I just want to know what's wrong, babe! I don't even have the slightest fuckin' clue!"

Stress Levels: 97%

That was way too high for Connor's liking. He slipped past Gavin and made a break for the door, only to be stopped by Gavin's hand.

"Hey..." Gavin said, calmly, "Okay, you don't have to tell me what's wrong." he turned the android back around to face him, "But I am here for you if you need anything, got it?" his free hand coming up to gently cup Connor's jaw.

Connor's LED was going mad, it was constantly flashing yellow and red. He wasn't even sure how he was supposed to feel around Gavin anymore, the mixture of affection and rejection was confusing him beyond belief.

Gavin interlaced his fingers with Connor's, giving them a reassuring squeeze. His other hand still remaining on the android's jaw, thumb rubbing gently.

Gavin leaned up to softly place his lips against Connor's, in hopes to calm him down.

He knew what happened when an android's stress levels reach 100%. And he DEFINITELY didn't want Connor to get that stressed. Not after learning months ago that they self-destruct.

"Talk to me, Con. I can't have you self-destructing on me anytime soon."

Connor nodded leaning forward to place his head on Gavin's shoulder, Gavin gladly accepted this and removed his hand from the android's to bring up to the back of Connor's neck. His other hand coming to rest at the android's hip. 

Both of Connor's arms had made their way around Gavin's waist, "I... I'm trying to control myself."

Gavin didn't really know if this was the right thing to ask, but he asked it anyways, "What er... What are your stress levels at?"

His LED was still flashing between yellow and red, "95%."

Gavin did not like the sound of that. He pulled away from Connor, reaching down to take his hand in his once again, "Lets just go outside and see if we can get you to cool down. Because I can feel that you are overheatin'."

Connor allowed himself to be lead out of the restrooms, before Gavin could walk any further, Connor pulled him back slightly, "Er... Gavin?"

"What's up?"

The android looked down at their joined hands. Connor knew that Gavin wouldn't like to be seen here holding hands with him so he decided to remind him. For the safety of his 'tough-guy-act'.

Gavin looked towards where the exit was before looking back at Connor. He lout out a sigh, bringing the android's hand up to his lips to kiss his knuckles before tighening his grip.

Stress Levels: 86%

"Let's go, sweetheart." he winked, again beginning to lead him towards the exit. The pair got a few questionable looks from their co-workers on the way out but they decided to ignore them.

The cool air of Detroit hit Connor hard, his systems temperature instantly dropping. This in turn caused his stress levels to lower too, thankfully.

Stress Levels: 73%

Gavin stepped closer to him to loop his arm through Connor's, leaning into his side affectionately.

Connor then turned to bring the man into a hug.

A small piece of his mind was telling him to break up with Gavin. Mainly because he was confused. He didn't even know what to think anymore.

Maybe he was taking everything too seriously? Perhaps he just needed to calm down and see things from Gavin's perspective...

"I love you, Con..." Gavin mumbled into the android's chest.

Connor couldn't leave Gavin.

He was the only human who showed him affection and he didn't know he needed it so much until he became a deviant.

He didn't reply to Gavin, just squeezed him tighter.

He couldn't abandon Gavin.

Even though deep down he felt abandoned himself...

-x-

Gavin had brought him coffee whilst he was working at his desk, trying to spark small talk. It was awkward between the two.

They both felt exactly the same as they did the first day they started dating.

Just a pair of awkward idiots who didn't know what to say or do to one another.

Gavin sat on the edge of Connor's desk, a mug in his hand, "You still want me to stay with you tonight? I'd be more than happy to go back to mine and give you some space."

Connor thought about it, gulping down the last of his coffee.

Should he really let Gavin back in?

Connor craved Gavin's touch.

He craved the affection so much that he just disregarded all the shit that Gavin had been putting him through recentely.

How could he say no?

"I would like some company tonight. It gets lonely with just Sumo."

Gavin smiled, relieved, "Want me to see if Fowler will you out early? We can both go back to yours and just... chill out. Order food. Watch TV. That kinda shit."

"I doubt the Captain will allow that."

"With my charm, he won't be able to say no." Gavin winked.

"You need to have charm in the first place if you ever want to use it." Connor said with a smirk.

Gavin leaned forward, closer towards Connor's face, "Oh really, android? I charmed you, didn't I?"

"It was more like I took pity on how bad your pickup lines were. So I had to agree to be with you to shut you up."

"Oh, yeah?" Gavin leaned in even closer, "You can't resist me." he moaned into the android's ear, causing Thirium to flood to his cheeks, "I win." Gavin chuckled.

These were the times in which he enjoyed being with Gavin. The harmless back and forth between the two.

But he knew when Hank returned... These moments would become less frequent. Gavin's tough-guy side would come straight back to the surface and deflect anything that was said that him and Connor.

Connor didn't know what to do anymore.

He had never been so confused in his life.