Fin - 7th Year

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•• YSHI PoV ••

"BEE, BUSY ka ba talaga?" Malungkot na tanong ko habang nakayakap sa kanya. Aalis na kasi siya. May meeting daw sila bukas at hindi siya puwedeng 'di pumunta.

Ayoko namang magbigay ng dahilan para magalit na naman sa'kin ang mommy niya... kaso 7th year anniversary na namin bukas.

"Bee, I'm really sorry." Tinanggal niya yung yakap ko sa baewang niya at nilagay sa balikat niya yung mga braso ko saka ako niyakap ng mahigpit sa baewang. "Bee." He lean his forehead to me. "Mahal na mahal na mahal kita."

I felt like crying staring at those eyes. I saw so much love from him.

"I love you too, Bee." Dinikit ko na lang ang mukha ko sa kanya bago pa ako maiyak. I don't want him to see me shedding a tear, he will get hurt and I don't want him to feel that.

Through ups and downs for almost 7 years, bukas lang kami makakapag-celebrate ng 'di magkasama. Kahit anong gawin ko, hindi ko mapigilang 'di maging emosyonal. Ang daya naman kasi. Bakit bukas pa? Bakit hindi sa susunod na araw na lang?

"Bee, don't cry." Alo niya na sinapo ang mukha ko. "Queen, please?" He lifted my chin.

"Bee, clingy lang talaga ako. I'll be alright." I tried to look radiant.

He closed his eyes and hug me tighter. Alam ko namang mabilis siyang bumigay. Ayoko namang maging pahirap sa kanya. Ayokong humadlang sa mga plano niya.

"Bee, I'll be fine. Isa pa, it's just a day, right? The next day nandito ka naman. We can still celebrate." I tried to sound cheerful.

Sinapo ko yung mukha niya para magkatitigan kami pero yumuko lang siya at binaon ang mukha sa leeg ko.

"Bee." He's hurting. Pilit kong iharap siya sa'kin pero ayaw niya. Hinigpitan niya lang ang yakap sakin.

"Yshi, buong buhay akong magiging masaya na naging girlfriend kita. I am so bless to be your man and continually feeling the same until my last breath. Kahit kailan wala akong pinagsisihan. Bee, mahal na mahal kita at kaya kong gawin lahat para sa kaligayahan mo." I can feel his silent sobs.

"Justin." Ayoko talagang maging ganito heavy ang usapan namin. "I am too."

"Everyday in my life with you has meaning. Every occasion means a lot to me. Bee, I promise, bago matapos ang araw bukas mag-celebrate tayo." Masuyong sabi niya habang hinahaplos ang pisngi ko.

Napangiti ako. He's really making a way for me. He always do that. He will give me everything.

"Bee, may photoshoot ako bukas." Paalala ko sa kanya.

"It won't take whole day." Nakangiting aniya. He raised my chin. "Jeshille, remember this... I never regret loving you."

Tumango lang ako at yumakap sa kanya.

"Thank you, Bee. I love you too." Sabi ko. "You're the most beautiful thing that happened to me."

He kissed and buried his face on my neck. Masuyong niyakap niya ako ng mahigpit.

•• J U S T I N ••

"SO, SON stick to the plan?" Tanong ni Dad sa'kin.

Bandang mga 7PM na ako umalis from Yshi's condo. Ayaw ko naman kasing mawalay ng matagal sa kanya. I've been away for too long and I grab every opportunity to be with her.

"Yes, Dad." I smiled at him.

He nodded. "You've prepared enough for this." He stood up and tapped my head. "You can always count on me, son. Remember that."

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