II | 02 - Freak Justin

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•• YSHI PoV••

OUR LIFE was perfect. Perfect together.

After that pool trap incident, Justin became more understanding and careful with me. Naayos din namin yung pinag-awayan namin. I also tried to be mature and understand everything about us. Ayoko namang maging pabigat sa kanya.

He's also mentoring me along the way. Okay naman ang lahat pero nagsimula na siyang umalis-alis. It started on our third year in college. At first he just left for a day... then he would be back right away. Then weeks... to months. Now he's leaving again for I don't know how long again.

Hindi naman ako nag-aalala sa studies nya dahil tinutulungan ko din siyang mag-cope up sa mga lessons and he told me he was being tutored too. But knowing him, school is just a piece of cake. He's studying advance lessons.

With regards to his whereabouts, he didn't told me what it was, but he said his father called him. I never made a stupid stunt na pagdudahan ulit siya. He said he's not cheating and I believe him. I trust him so much.

"Bee, ingat ka lagi, ha?" Bilin na NAMAN niya sakin.

"Aalis ka na naman?" Siguro kung sa ibang pagkakataon masasabunutan ko na'to.

"Yeah." And here goes his sad face.

Tss. Siya pa talaga may ganang malungkot, eh ako nga 'tong iniiwan na lang basta! Tss!

"May magagawa ba ako?" Mataray na tanong ko.

"Bee..." aniya na niyakap ako. "Just study well, okay?"

Tumango na lang ako at yumakap na rin sa kanya. Kakabalik niya lang kahapon at aalis na naman siya. Is this even real na naka-survive ako na wala siya? Well, maybe yes.

He kissed my head gently.

"Mahal mo pa ba ako?" Mahinang tanong niya.

Nagulat syempre ako sa tanong niya lalo na sa nakitang lungkot sa mga mata niya.

"Is that a joke, Justin? Saan mo nahugot yan?" Kunot-noong tanong ko.

He sighed and just held my hand.

"Ayaw mo ng long distance relationship 'di ba?" Malungkot na tanong niya.

I just stare at him. Yes, he's absolutely right... but I love him so much—and well, how would I know the difference between the long and short distance relationship? All I know was that he's my only boyfriend ever since I was born in this world.

I cupped his face and kiss him passionately. He kissed me back with the same level. He wrapped his left arm on my waist to lift me and held my nape. Sa tangkad niya kasi, parang mababali na ang leeg ko kaya lagi siyang nakaalalay sakin.

"I love you, Jeshille." He muttered and kissed me again.

When the kiss ended, he lean his forehead to mine. Nakapikit pa din ako habang nakapulupot ang braso ko sa leeg niya.

"Bee." He whispered. "Bee." He kissed my face softly. "Look at me, Love."

Nagmulat ako at nakita ko na naman ang napaka-gwapo niyang mukha na seryosong nakatitig sakin.

"Tingin mo hahalik pa ako sa'yo kung 'di na kita mahal?" Taray mode ulit.

"Who knows? We both know I kissed well." Mayabang na sabi niya.

Namula naman ako dun. Totoo naman kasi. But I don't really have something to compare to since he's the only one who kissed me.

"Kapal mo, ha! Eh, kung ganun sa sarap humalik, sana nagpahalik na din ako kay Andro—"

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