What a day. I didn't sleep well last night and I'm exhausted. I also have a lot on my mind and it's a tangled mess. Ever since my grandma went in the hospital I've been kinda on edge. I feel like history is repeating itself. My dad was in the hospital for a while, and then he died. I know that this situation isn't like that but it's just too familiar. But somehow I'm keeping myself together and I'm not as depressed as I was on Thursday. I'm starting to fall behind in school and I have a fear that I won't be going to prom- everyone is backing out on me and I don't know anyone to go with. What else is wrong in my life? After a while (like now) I get sick of typing. It's dumb just like everything in my life. So I'm going to go. Also my two favorite songs of the night are Hallelujah by Rufus Wainwright and The lonely by Christina Perri. Night Guys.
