Today hasn't been the best. For some reason I'm just miserable. I keep having mental breakdowns and bawling my eyes out. Unwanted thoughts and memories keep popping into my head- I can't even close my eyes without something unwanted popping up. I don't think I've ever felt this way, and if I have I sure as hell don't remember. I had to take a huge exam in my rock and roll class, then in my history class I had to find information on a topic I'd rather not talk about. I just wish I could block everything out and disappear forever. I'm unbelievably miserable today. I hope all is well on your end. Many thanks for putting up with my complaints. Until later- Jenna
