I'm sorry
I'm sorry for not being enough for you
I'm sorry that I wasn't the one
I'm sorry that I'm not perfect
I think
Part of me has always known
That I'll never be loved
But I pushed it away
There was this feeling
At the back of my head
Every time I was with you
That I didn't deserve your love
I was not worthy of it
Ever since I was little
I felt like I was floating
Floating outside my body
Looking down at myself
I hated what I saw
I didn't like who I was
The way I looked like
The sound of my voice
And I don't know how to change it
I'm scared
That feeling
Hating who I am
Ate me alive
Because I knew
This feeling will never go away
I'll hate myself for the rest of eternity
I wasn't worthy of your love
Because I am not perfect for you
I'm sorry
Really
I'm sorry that I wasn't enough
I'm sorry that you couldn't love me
I'm sorry that I am me
I don't deserve you
And for that I am deeply sorry
YOU ARE READING
Hellbound
PoetryThis book is to all of the broken souls out there. I feel your pain, I feel your sadness. Remember that you're much stronger, and you WILL get through it. I hope these words speak out to you and comfort you. I want you to know that you're not alone...
