Gosh, I have so much to write & I know I probably won't get through it all. But first things first I guess: I voluteered w/ Talia, Ginger, Thomas, & Cas, & Aaron two weeks ago & gave the first three their gifts but Cindy (evil mother as she is) gave me conditions before working w/ Talia. And apparently she got mad because the people in Talia's group weren't in the vehicle with us. WTH?! All she said was for people to go with us & to work w/ us. Nothing specific about them actually being IN the freaking car! And we all tried to do exactly what Cindy wanted, but Chase decided to go to another place w/ the other group. Short of standing up & saying "Cindy said…", we did what we needed to do. And now she wants to talk to me. She called me two days ago & I wasn't available, so I don't know what's going down. And I won't be at all surprised to hear that Talia & I cannot go out in service w/ each other anymore & that we can't spend time either.
She's locking Talia up from the only person who can help her. *grrr* Cnidy doesn't realize that the more she pushes Talia, the more that girl clings to Ronald. And that's not how it should be. *crosses eyes* But of course Cindy doesn't realize this & she ALWAYS has to be right! She doesn't know a thing about Talia b/c she never listens to her & doesn't care. Cindy is selfish in my opinion & I totally understand why her husband left her. Mean but true...And speaking of leaving, I've had serious thoughts about leaving the organization that I volunteer with. Just for a little bit, going inactive not disassociating myself, but just not having to worry about pleasing them anymore. And it's all come to a crisis/boiling point/standstill. I'm done, I quit, I've had it with all the stress & complications & not doing it right/halfway...
-Rena C.
BINABASA MO ANG
The Diary Project 2-Relationships
Non-FictionRane's almost out of high school and she's already out of her first relationship. How will her newly budding friendship with Thomas fare? And will she be able to hold her life together as she moves into the newest phase of her life?
