Well, Thomas and I aren't communicating at all anymore. And on Tues 15th, I asked to end everything between us. I accidentally (not really, I sent it on purpose so he would look up a song) sent a text was that "supposed" to go to Aaron about the song Times by Tenth Avenue North & he replied back that he wasn't Aaron & we got to talking a tiny bit & he said that he had two questions for me. One wasn't really a question, more of a statement about not being able to give me back my shirt yet, & I told him I don't care, just keep it. And the second question (he said I could keep his, it's mine now, which I still have. I could never get rid of it) was about how I was acting around James during the camping trip.
I explained that James was my distraction from him because it was between that & crying in the trailer. And then I asked him if he would release from my promise that I gave him with our first kiss & he said yea. Then we talked a little more (he showed me that he's jealous of Aaron a lil) and then said goodnight. And that was it. I've been off & on crying & I had a major meltdown at work last week, 17th, because I was hormonal & PMS-ing too, so that was fun--NOT. And I've been thinking more about moving & getting another job & just getting away. But throughout all this I've been praying & reading the Bible more as a result & relying on God as much as I possibly can & asking His guidance & holy spirit & strength. I'm going to need it...
-Rane C. ---->I don't think I'll do sig. ends anymore
(Thomas & I had gone through a big rough patch and we finally called it quits. For real.)
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The Diary Project 2-Relationships
Non-FictionRane's almost out of high school and she's already out of her first relationship. How will her newly budding friendship with Thomas fare? And will she be able to hold her life together as she moves into the newest phase of her life?
