It's Christmas!! Too bad I don't celebrate it. Plus, I like getting presents as a surprise from people who actually want to give me something. But anyways, I'm volunteering at the airport alone & I decided to write down what's been happening this past week because I've been so stressed & depressed & writing stuff out helps me. Which is why I need to write more, but I don't. Poof!! Okay, so I'll start back on last Friday, the 16th. Ginger had a party at her house. I went there kinda' early cause I was volunteering all day, so I stayed there & watched her get all ready & then people started arriving. Each time someone knocked at the door I shouted to them to go away. Lisa then Rey-Rey were first & the Abanos', no actually Aaron & Jane & them were last.
I was kinda' feeling down & then I got my food nausea & felt like hurling, [sometimes when I eat it doesn't sit well with my stomach, even if it's just a bite or two] so I eventually left & went upstairs to Ginger's room & rested on her bed for a little bit. It didn't help that Thomas was there either because he basically ignored me & I avoided him, but stupidly kept notice of where he was. I swear my ears are trained to pick out his voice amongst all the others. So I kinda' hid too I guess. But when I came downstairs everyone was cool & had finished Quelf (best game ever lol) & they were just doing stuff randomly. I flitted around, went up & came down. Samuel & I talked about going to SOMA the next day & I told him how I bribed Brandon with bacon to come. Samuel wanted me to give him the ticket on Sat morning but I told him I had work & Thomas overheard that & was like "You work on Saturday?" So he knows I have another job.
It's so weird not telling him everything & not knowing what he's doing at any given moment...but later, they all started playing Mafia and since I felt sick & weak, I said maybe, but Thomas took that as a no, so I just watched & it was actually pretty funny. Then we all randomly started throwing a football around between Ginger, Samuel, Carlos, me, Logan, Aaron/Thomas (occasionally, they were talking) and Ned & Ronald. We would throw it really quickly around the room & if someone didn't catch it, they had to lick the football. Me, Ronald, Samuel, Logan, & technically Carlos had to lick it, but Carlos took advantage of a distraction & tossed the ball to start it again to get out of the penalty. I accidentally threw the ball towards Thomas & Aaron & hit Thomas in the head & he got really frustrated, but held it in (thankfully. He knows I wouldn't be able to handle him yelling at me) & just said "would you guys please not throw it over here like I said?!" or something along those lines. I said sorry & stopped playing cuz I was embarrassed.
Nothing eventful happened after that. People started leaving & the rest of us played Ninja outside & Jane & I joked that it was evil/black against good/white. [there were two guys that were last in Ninja, one dark and one pale as the moon lol..they started joking around, calling themselves "dark ninja" and "anti-ninja'--bc the pale one would stand out in the dark--and Jane and I started chiming in] In the end though, evil triumphed lol. We all left & I text Thomas apologizing & explaining & we had a miniscule chat before I said night. Saturday/Sunday was the BEST though. SOOO many memories lol. Okay so first I woke up early to go to work training, but when I got home I crashed. I woke up like, right before I was supposed to go to SOMA, grabbed the bacon I'd already cooked (I'm so sick of bacon lol) & got ready & went. Picked up Logan and got there early to get tickets & hand them out. It was so cool, I had sold exactly 17 & technically got 20 people to come, so I am officially the Head of Rouge Ticketing & Redd owes me a shirt & a crown & a wand lol.
The concert was funner than usual because I let go & danced & didn't care. Had a moment of being down, but I tried to brush it off quickly. After, we all went to Sushi Deli which was easier for my group than I thought (my group consisting of Bre & me). It was so weird though cause Thomas & Ronald ended up sitting with us & I told myself I didn't want it to get awkward, so I kinda talked to Thomas & asked him some questions before talking with Bre & wandering from table to table. It was funny being around everyone drinking. I even snagged a couple of sips of Bre's drink. But the best, funniest, most hilarious part was when we all got to the after-after party at Cas' house. When most of the people left at like 10 or 11, Cas turned on Just Dance cause I wanted to dance with her to Beautiful Liar. It was so funny because it was a Shakira dance, & I think Isaac & Neese recorded it.
I was officially named Queen of Hips by Isaac cause I got the dance down perfectly. I'm not sure if Thomas was watching or not, but after that comment he kinda got back into a miniscule-y/jealous/possessive mode, but it was really superbly subconscious I'm pretty sure. But we all had a lot of fun dancing in turns & groups for a couple of hours. Then Isaac brought out Mad Gab & I tried to watch a movie but Thomas stole the tv from me & played on Xbox. So I watched Cas, Isaac, & Neese for a bit. When Cas' roommate went to bed, I pulled down Things & me, Neese, Cas, Isaac, & Kelsi played that until it was a draw. We couldn't decide which was worse for the Thing you shouldn't do on your honeymoon: sex (N) or tai-chi (K). So I went out of the kitchen & asked Thomas & Courtney's opinion which got Thomas playing with us. I picked out all the "interesting" & "fun" cards, (basically the sex ones haha) so with three drunk people, the game quickly got hilarious. Oh! And I reconfirmed my love for Mike's Lemonande.
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The Diary Project 2-Relationships
Não FicçãoRane's almost out of high school and she's already out of her first relationship. How will her newly budding friendship with Thomas fare? And will she be able to hold her life together as she moves into the newest phase of her life?
