bts angst,, book one ✓

Namjoon ↬ Afraid pt.2

Namjoon POV||

I lost her. It's my fault..Now I have to pay.

I stared at my terrifying reflection. Dark eye bags, red eyes, pale lips...

I was also afraid..If I stayed with her, she'll always cry and be hurt. I was seeing someone else. I loved them both, but i chose her. That was my biggest mistake. Y/n would help me when i'm sick. Her? She won't even bother calling me if i'm fine. I left her and moved to busan. That is when I met Gyeol. I married her and she did make me happy..But it's not the same with y/n.

"Namjoon!" my wife softly knocked on the door.

"wait a minute,hun." i replied.

I still have depression. But i'm trying to be happy, cheerful..Gyeol is pregnant. The baby doesn't want a depressed,careless father.

I opened the door, i was greeted with a soft smile. It was beautiful..I could start all over again..for y/n.

I blinked.

She disappeared.

All I saw was dust and nothing.

" i-i've gone crazy.."

"help me.." i fell down sobbing.

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HEYO!

~awkwardkookie