MANAN FF "ROOM MATES"

Acquaintances

hi guys ,

sorry I couldn't update on Monday but there is this thing that keeps bugging me whenever I start writing , its the fact that I kept mentioning all this while that they unite with end of the story which trust me isn't too far but still everyone keeps texting me and commenting to know when it is going to happen but at the same time u don't want the story to end , I know its painful to read when ur ideal couple is not together and I understand it because I am a manan fan too but I have my own thoughts that work in a certain direction and pace and if I rush things and be unhappy with what I have written then how can I make others happy with my writings , also I know I am taking long with these updates and I'm not regular but writing is a hard job its not like day to day work sometimes its a flow that makes u write 15 chapters at once but sometimes u have a plot in ur head but find it difficult to execute it so that it does justice to ur thoughts , I know its wrong to keep you guys hanging and I hate myself every day for it but trust me I'm trying , this story is the one thing that's on my mind all day every day these days and I'm just trying to compose my thoughts so please have a little patience with me and bear with my inconsistency at times .

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Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Nandini's P.O.V

Days have been running quickly , life looks like its passing in a blur . Seems like yesterday when we got this album contract and now its our last recording , I sit quietly as manik finishes his last verse I've stopped fighting and arguing with him because I didn't see the use of it , what happened had happened and I cant change that even if I try so I don't see the point of yelling and screaming at him , I guess I'm just not angry anymore only hurt and I don't see myself overcoming that pain any soon , I wish I could explain what a heartbreak feels like but the closest I can explain it is as if someone has been punching me in my ribs for hours and now even breathing hurts

He came out of the booth and smiled at me to which I nodded , we were at an 'i can stand watching tv with u on the same couch' terms now so I smiled back halfheartedly , and that's it . it just hit me , our recordings have ended and our album is complete ! , I could see manik's smile broaden each second , I haven't seen him smiling like that in so long and that makes me question myself that if he was cheating on me then why would he be so quiet , sad and miserable , maybe its just the fact that I was such a pain .

" great job you two " siddharth sir greeted as the entire crew and employees yelled and cheered

" thank you for the opportunity sir " I thanked and looked at manik who was quietly standing at the corner of the room

" dont worry we had a long conversation yesterday , he's just overwhelmed that's why he's a tad quiet " he replied and I nodded

" tum dono bhi samajh ni aate mujhe , ek doosre se pyaar bhi hai par saath ni ho " i tried to interrupt to tell him that i dont but couldn't as he kept speaking

"ek doosre se door ni reh skte phir bhi rehte ho , ek doosre ki fikar hai phir bhi alag alag ho " he said and my heart started drowning in its tears

" sir u dont know what it is.... "

" oh I do , but nandini dont you think every story has two perspectives and maybe , just maybe ours is not always right . " he said and I nodded to end that conversation just when manik walked up to us

" so you two, we'll have your photoshoot done by tomorrow and then we'll launch the cover , you two are going to be so popular you cant even guess it right now , so enjoy this freedom while you can " he patted manik's shoulder and walked away