The bad boy wants to protect me?

He nipped, he sucked, he nibbled. I was in pure bliss. I was on top of Ladan straddling him. He was getting excited i could tell by the throbbing ache in his pants. 

That would usually scare me, it would make my breathing speed up and my palms sweat. But not this time, I didn't want to stop. I trust Ladan and as far as i'm concerned if i did have sex with him, it would be my first time, in my mind. 

Ladan released my lips and started to work on my neck. He kissed slowly all the way down until he reached my left collar bone and I let out a moan. I felt him smirk against my neck as he continued to give me a love bite. I continued to moan as it felt like ecstasy. I've never ever felt this way before, I didn't know it was possible. To feel something for someone that's so strong every touch feels like a jolt of peace.

I couldn't take it anymore, i was getting frustrated with how slow things were going. I grinded my hips against his member as it came into contact with my core. We both let out hard moans as i carried on grinding, he was breathing heavily into my neck and i felt proud that i was turning him on so easily.

Before i could even recall what was happening he flipped us over so he was now lying on top of me inbetween my legs. He looked into my eyes and i couldn't help but feel my heart flutter at the fact this guy can look at me with such passion. 

He smiled gently at me and gave me a small peck on the lips. I smiled at the gesture, he was so cute. And he liked me, wait. He liked me right? Is he just using me? Oh crap i'm just another one of them sluts he goes for aren't I. Oh man i'm so embaressed.

Ladan must have seen the uncertainty in my eyes because he pecked me cheek and spoke.

"What's wrong Ads? Did I push you? I'm so sorry i don't know what came over me, we were just kissing and  i got carried away. I'm sorry Adison, I really am."

I didn't understand, what is he apologizing for? Was he regretting it already? He was the first ever guy to make me feel like this. The first guy i kissed, a consented kiss anyway, and i was willing to have sex with him just like that? I was disgusted with myself, when did i turn into this slut? My stomach was churning from his words and i felt like i was about to throw up. 

"Whatever Ladan." I whispered and pushed him up off of me, I started heading upstairs to empty my stomach to try and get rid of this horrible feeling. 

I got to the third step when i felt someone tug at my arm, they spun me around and i was crushed into a hard chest. I knew straight away it was Ladan, i couldn't help but breathe in his scent. It comforted me so much to have him so close. 

"I'm sorry Ads, please don't be mad at me. I didn't mean to hurt you." he said softly.

"And is that what you say to all the other girls? Huh Ladan?" I sadi harshly, pushing him away.

"What other girls?" He said, he was starting to get angry now, i could tell. But i couldn't find the will to care.

"Oh you know exactly what i mean. You go around with your good looks and your sweet guy act but that's all it is Ladan! An act. What you think you can just make girls fall for you, get a bit of action then ditch at the first sign at a bit of timidness? You're the first guy i've ever willingly let touch me and you hurt me! How the fuck am i supposed to trust men if all of them just treat me like i'm a worthless worm on the side of the road?"

I had tears running down my face at the end of my little rage and i couldn't help but be a little embaressed. 

"There are no other girls Ads. I mean sure i've slept around in the past and yea i admit it, none of them girls meant anything to me. But do you not realise the difference? I would bang them straight away without even getting to know them and leave them stragith away afterwards. Yeah, that sounds bad but when them girls come to me they know exactly what i'm like but they're filled with these ideas that they'll be the one to change Ladan, bad boy played and leader of the biggest gang around. They want power and money, not me. I've got to know you haven't I? I didn't tell you about my gang because i wanted you to know me as me, not as my status as a gang leader. You aren't like any of them other girls Ads. I stopped before because i thought i had pushed you into something you didn't want and trust me, it was the hardest thing i have ever done. To stop kissing your lips is like to stop breathing."

Wow, i was speechless. Who knew? I, Addison, seduced this guy and now he.... likes me? How is this possible? Well it's not but i'm not going to complain. I deserve to be happy for once. So i answered him with a kiss.

Just as the kiss was getting hot and heavy the unexpected happened. 3 sharp raps knocked on the door. Who the hell would be knocking on our door? Especially at this time, it must be getting pretty late now. Me and Ladan both looked at each other with puzzled looks on our faces.

He went to get the door and i followed, just as he was about to open the door he pushed me behind him.

"Don't show yourself unless i say it's okay, okay? Trust me Ads, please." I frowned at that, was he ashamed of me?

He slowly opened the door and let out a breath.

"Oh hey" He said slowly.

"Hello again, ladan." I heard a mans voice say.

I froze at that voice. I know that voice, I've known it all my life, it haunts me in my sleep. My heart started beating frantically and i couldn't see straight anymore.

How did he find me?