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44. Rapmon: Insane part 2

Since some people asked for a part 2 I decided to write it :D Enjoy!

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It had been months since Namjoon came to the mental hospital to get treatment. I must say, he was doing a whole lot better than I was. As the nurses were able to point out his mental illness and treat him according to that.
As for me, my alter ego had started showing up, taking over my body at random times. She'd managed to somehow get hold of a knife and tried to stab a nurse. She was uncontrollable and therefore the doctors decided it would be a good plan to put me in an isolation cel for a day, until I was myself again.
When my alter ego disappeared I woke up in a white cel, wearing a straitjacket. I got so scared I screamed at the top of my lungs. When I'd calmed down I sat down in the corner of the cel, my knees up to chest.

After I spent the night in that horrible cel, the doctors let me out, bringing me back to my original room. I passed by Namjoon who looked better than ever. He had a smile on his face, which widened as soon as he saw me.
'Hey y/n, wanna go for a walk together?'

As much as I wanted to go with him, I hadn't had any sleep the night before and was dying to just lay in bed peacefully. So I apologized and said 'maybe next time'
A slight disappointment on his face made me feel bad, but I had to look after myself first.

As I walked into my room, the nurse helped me out of the damn straitjacket. It reminded me of the first time I met Namjoon. And now, it seemed like the tables had turned. I opened the curtains, being glad to feel the warmth of the sun again.
I went to bed for a few hours, then decided to take a walk around the hospital.
I visited my friend's room, his name was Taehyung. He and I had already been close before Namjoon came.
I walked into his room with a smile on my face "hey TaeTae" I greeted him. He was sitting on his bed, playing a game. He looked up, surprised. "Hey y/n!" A big smile spread across his face as he jumped off his bed and ran towards me. He wrapped his arms around me and lifted me off the ground. "I'm glad you're okay" he said after he released me.

I looked around his room, and to my surprise it was very clean and empty. In the corner of his room, there was a suitcase, and I started to understand what was going on. " You're being released?" I asked. Tae nodded, and frowned. I got the news yesterday, my parents are on their way already" I felt tears building up, but forced myself to smile. "I'm glad" I whispered. Taehyung was the first friend I made in the hospital, but I was happy for him, now he had a second chance in life.

A few days went by and I had recovered from the night in the isolation cel. I was sitting in the cantine by myself, Namjoon wanted to sit outside. I didn't mind though. Namjoon and I had gotten into an argument. It even got to the point where we were screaming at each other and the nurses had to seperate us.
Why? You might ask. Well, I don't really remember. My alter ego took over the moment Namjoon walked towards me, and from there on, everything was a blur. I became myself again once I was sat down in the cantine.
The peace didn't last very long though. Namjoon came storming into the cantine, a gun in his hands, and 2 guards on his heels. He walked straight toward me, pointing the gun at my head. It had been a long time since he had thrown a tantrum.
I stood up from my chair and held one hand up at the guards 'please let me handle this'
They looked at each other, clearly doubting, but decided to leave things to me.

Namjoon had reached me and put the gun against my head, and as weird as it might sound, I wasn't scared at all.
A part of me wanted him to pull the trigger. To kill this monster inside of me. But I knew Namjoon too well. We'd become best friends, maybe even more, in the past couple of months.
"Come on Joon, we both know you're not going to shoot me"
"How are you so sure about that?" His voice was deep, almost dangerous.
Our eyes met, and I could see his anger.
"Because I was your first friend here, I was the person who helped you get through this. I was there for you when you felt like you wanted to kill everyone else. I was the person who calmed you down when you were throwing a tantrum when the nurses couldn't. And I'll do the same now. I don't care if you're pointing a gun at me, I'm still here for you" I could see the anger slowly disappear from his eyes. His grip on ghe gun loosened, until he dropped it onto the floor. I kicked it away towards the guards, who picked it up and put it away safely.
"Y/n" Namjoon started. I put my arms around his waist and hugged him, feeling his warmth. "I think... I love you. When I saw your alter ego, I was scared I wasn't going to get you back, like I lost you-"
I cut him off by putting my lips on his.
" Let's forget what happened, and focus on the future. "

2 years later

After a year of being in a mental hospital, I was finally released. Namjoon and I were officially in a relationship and he got released shortly after me.
Ofcourse we had exchanged phone numbers and we often met up. It didn't take very long for us to decide we wanted to live together. We were living in a small apartment, but it was big enough. My alter ego had calmed down and I hadn't sensed her presence ever since I got released. Namjoon was doing great aswell. He knew what he had to do when he felt like he was going to throw a tantrum, and so he could avoid it.
It seemed like we were two psychos, but we were each other's medicine.

Happily ever after
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