Yungin'

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"I'll meet you down there" I said running out the room.

"Fucking cheater!!" he yelled after me.

Yungin'

"How you holding up, bitch?" Javier asked. I chuckled and shook my head.
"I'm doing better than I was" I shrugged. I have my days, but I'm gone be good"

We was sitting at my crib playing the game, since Naomi, Lo, And Nelle went shopping.

"That's good. You gotta' keep it pushing." Chris said as he was holding Carter as he was playing games on his phone.

"I gotta say for you to be taking care of a whole other nigga baby Is big of you" I said.

"Yah it is. I always wanted kids tho. And I love Lo ole crazy ass so it's like a two for one package" he said making us laugh.

"Lil nigga bad as hell tho Yung" Javier shook his head. I laughed and looked over at Carter as he was all into the phone.

"You want kids?" Chris asked and I shrugged.

"I mean I haven't really thought about. It would be nice tho' having a lil mini me round hea'" I chuckled."But me and Na not even ready for that yet"

"Good cause another you in this damn world is not gone damn work" Javier said.

"Fuck you nigga" I laughed."Turn the damn controller on so I can give you this ass whooping in 2k"

••••

"How was shopping with the girls?" I asked Naomi as I layed back on the bed and watched her move around the room.

"It was fun. We got to catch up" she shrugged.

"You enjoyed the day with your boys?"

"Yah I guess" I sighed. I put up this big ass front like im cool, when im not. No matter how hard I try to make it seem like I'm ok, I just still feel like apart of me is dying. I smile to keep from crying because I don't want Naomi worrying about me.

"Whats wrong. Talk to me baby" she said looking at me.

"I'm good baby. Im good" she looked at me like she didn't believe me and then sighed giving up.

"But you know-"

"That I can always come and talk to you" he chuckled."I know babygirl"

"Just making sure" she smiled.

"While you up can you go downstairs and get my cheese puffs" I smiled and she playfully rolled her eyes and left out the room. I grabbed my phone and I thought about Rj. He moved back in with his mother a week ago. She became clean and he decided she needed him so he thought that was the right thing to do and I wasn't gone stop him because that was his mother.

I called him up and he answered on the second ring.

"I knew it wasn't gone be long before you started missing the kid" he said answering the phone and I smacked my lips.