Yungin'

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"Naomi imma be cool. You can call and check up on me as much as you want. Ok?" I tried to convince her. I really didn't even want to be bothered today, I just wanted to be left alone with a bottle of henny and some good as weed to numb the pain that im feeling. This was the same type of pain I was feeling When my daddy died and I hated feeling like this.

"Fine but when I call you better answer" she pointed her finger at me and I smiled and nodded."Cool with me"

"Imma go get dressed. You want me to whip some up for you before I go?" She asked. I shook my head.

"Nah I'm not hungry"

"Lucas you have to eat"

"Naomi I'm not hungry. I'll probably find some to eat later. Just chill" she sighed and nodded. I followed her back into the room and layed down on the bed and watched her move around the room while she got ready for work.

"Hey Luc" Naomi whispered. I opened my eyes not even realizing I had fallen asleep."Im about to get ready to go. Gimme kiss"

I smirked and leaned In and kissed her."I love you I'll see you later" she said."I love you to babygirl" She kissed me one last time and I watched her walk out the room to leave.

Before I tried to doze back off my phone vibrated. I reached over and grabbed it.

"Wassuh G" I answered.

"What's good bro? How you holding up?" Javier asked.

"Shit I'm straight G. You know can't nothing keep the Yungin down" I chuckled.

"You right about that. You know I don't know how you feel, but I can imagine you-"

"Dawg Im straight. I'm good" I assured him."You sure?"

"Yes dawg" I sighed.

"Wea Chris dumbass?" I asked.

"Dupy ass nigga in my fucking kitchen eating all my Shit with that badass step son of his" he said making me laugh.

"Aww man I haven't seen Carter in a while" I said talking about London son.

"Trust nigga. You don't wanna see his lil bad ass" he said."You know this lil mothafucka' shot me a damn bird. The real one we throw up nigga!" He said making me laugh.

"He can't be that bad J" I laughed." A shiiiid"

"Aye but I'm glad to hea' yo light bright ass laughing. Imma get at you lata tho?" He said. We said our goodbyes and hung up. I looked over at the time and it was going on twelve. I sighed not really wanting to get out the bed. I got up and went to my stash in my dresser.I saw my old journal I use to write my songs in and smiled a little.

I opened it and the picture of me and my dad fell out it. I picked it up and smiled.

"I wouldn't be going through none of this shit if you wouldn't have left me"I mumbled touching the picture. I placed the picture back into the book and closed it. I put the book back into it's place in the dresser and grabbed my weed and walked downstairs to the kitchen.

I grabbed my bottle of henny and rolled me up a blunt and let that take the pain away.

Hours Later

Naomi

"Wassuh Naomi, have you heard from that bigheaded ass brother of mine?" Dillyn asked over the phone.

"Uh earlier this morning when I left his house for work,why?"

"I been trying to call him and he's not answering"

"Um that's weird he always answer his phone. Lemme try and I'll get back with you" he agreed and we hung up.I called Luc phone and It rung and rung.

Luckily It was time for me to clock out for work and I could head home. I did what I had to do and left.

I arrived at his house and his truck was still in the driveway so I don't know what he could be doing for him not to answer the phone. I unlocked the door and walked in and the place smelt exactly like weed. I dropped my purse and keys at the door and kicked off my shoes.

"Luc!" I yelled and got no answer. I walked into his bedroom and he was sitting on the bed drinking from a liquor bottle.

"Luc what are you doing?" I sighed standing in the doorway looking at him.

"Having a drink" he said not taking his eyes off the bottle.

"You wanna talk?" I asked. He shook his head.

"No I'm ok. I just wanna sit here and enjoy my drink"

"Luc it seems to me your drinking away all your problems" I folded my arms across my chest."And thats not good at all"

"Well Naomi maybe that's what I want to do" he said bluntly. Since I walked in here he haven't looked at me.

"Lucas I'm just trying to-"

"What? help?" He asked looking up at me and chuckled."I don't need your help.You just feel sorry for me because my fucking so called bitch of a mother fucking died this morning and I have problems"

"No Lucas I don't! I just don't want you to sit here and drink and smoke your life away!" I snapped making him look at me."You drinking will only make you addicted to eat and think that's the right way to go! You think your fucking crazy now just wait!" Before I could stop what was coming out my mouth it was to late now.

His face had a expression that I couldn't make out, but I knew I had messed up. Me and my big mouth!

"Baby I'm sorry I didn't mean that"

"Nah. Nah you did and it's cool" he said sitting the bottle down on the nightstand. "Im fucking crazy, but I don't give a fuck" he snapped. I couldn't even get mad at him because I'm the one who messed up.

I felt so bad for saying that because I know how he felt about his disorder. I crossed the line and I know its gone take a lot for him to forgive me.

I tried to touch him, but he snatched away from me."Save that weak ass apology because you meant that shit and that's how you feel about me."

He looked at me with a look I never seen and grabbed his phone and put his jacket on along with his shoes.

"Where are you going? You can't drive you've been drinking" he ignored me and walked out the room and slammed the door closed behind him making the mirror shatter that hung on the back of the door.

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