Trust Me (Minishaw)

Ch. 25

Simon's POV

"HARRY" I scream, firstly in shock that I've actually found him, we actually found the right park, and then I see that his eyes are closed, and me and JJ sprint over to him, he is freezing to touch.

"babe, I'm here"

"how is he?" JJ asks me as we are both at his side now.

"babe, can you here me?" I say again as I gently shake him, trying to wake him up, but he is not moving

"is he breathing?" JJ asks worried

"yes, but he out" I tell him, a hint off panic in my voice

"he is freezing, we need to call for an ambulance" JJ tells me as he grabs his phone out off his bag and hands me the blanket that we had taken with us just in case that we would find him.

"sweetheart wake up, I love you so much" I whisper to him as I sit down behind him, pulling him up into my lap and then I just hold him close to my body, trying to heat him up, he needs to warm up. I wrap the blanket around him, trying to get him to warm up, and wake up. 

"JJ how long?" I ask JJ as he was on the phone with the ambulance service

"they say about 5 minutes, but there is a lot to do, they told me not to rub his arms or legs, he could have a stroke."

"what should I do?" I ask

"just hold him like you are doing right now, try to get him warm" JJ tells me as he is still on the phone, he has to call the police next and they are there within a minute with more blankets, JJ then calls Josh and tells him that we have found Harry and that we are going to take him to the hospital because he was cold and unconscious when we found him

The ride to the hospital was very hard on me as I was not allowed to go with Harry in the ambulance like I wanted to do, they had to hurry him to the hospital because he was getting so cold. I just had to ride with JJ. Harry had not woken up the entire time that we were there and that was something that made the paramedics very worried because off his recent head trauma and memory loss that we had told them all about.

"It's not like it would take more than 2 seconds for me to go into the ambulance, I just don't understand why I was not allowed to go with" I say as I stare out off the window

"some people are just like that, you will get to see him in a bit when he is at the hospital and hopefully he has woken up then"

"yeah I guess" I say and take a deep breath

"are you worried"

"yes, what if we were to late, I knew we should have stopped here the first time, then maybe he would not have been unconscious"

"you don't know that, you just have to ask him when he is awake again, he will most likely be very happy to see you there" JJ tells me as he is clearly very worried about me and how I'm feeling

"I guess" I say and the rest off the ride is very quiet, I've texted the rest off the Sidemen to meet us at the hospital so we can wait together for news, this is so familiar, it was only 4 weeks ago that we were in the same situation after Harry's first accident.

"are you with Harry Lewis?" a nurse comes up to us

"yes" I shoot up

"he is still asleep, but they are warming him up, he is breathing on his own and his blood pressure and pulse are going up slowly. He is still a little cold but he will be OK in the morning, we are going to take him for an CAT scan to see why he has not woken up yet, but you should be able to go see him in an hour or so" she tells us as I just sit back now

"I thought we would get to see him now" Vikk said as he looked down on the ground

"yeah same" Tobi said as he gave Vikk a small hug

"you guys don't need to be here, I can stay" I say to the rest off the gang

"no way, I'm not leaving until I know he is alright" Josh tells me as he and the rest off the gang were not going anywhere, we all wanted to be there for Harry, I was just hoping that he would be waking up soon, I just wanted to talk to him, I needed to hear his voice and see his smile

"Simon are you OK?" Vikk asks me

"yeah"

"are you sure?" Vikk asked again as I broke down, I had been so worried, I still was.

"He is going to be fine" Vikk reassures me as he rubs my back, I just needed to let it all go, I need to allow myself to cry, I needed it right now.