Meeting My Ex As My Professor [COMPLETED]

Chapter 42

Muli kong pinikit ang mga mata ko nang minsan pa ay siilin nya ako ng halik. Calix is literally on top of me, supporting his weight.

Goodness, how long have I waited for his kisses. I missed him so much.

"You don't know how much I love you." sandali nyang pinutol ang paghalik nya sa akin. Marahan kong hinaplos ang pisngi nya.

I am so overwhelmed as of the moment. After everything that happened. After everything we've been through. I thought I lost Calix, but he's there all along. Calix never left me.

Hindi ko napigil ang butil ng luhang pumatak mula sa mata ko. "Patawad, Calix. I'm really sorry." my voice broke. "It's not your fault. Hindi mo kasalanan... Mali ako.. For all the blaming..." I swallowed as I felt a lump on my throat. "I just... I just cannot imagine how hard it is for you. How much pain I've caused you."

"Shhh. Hush now, love." pinahiran ni Calix ang pisngi ko at marahan na umalis sa ibabaw ko at umupo sa tabi ko. His polo half unbuttoned, his hair been messy.

Umupo ako upang makaharap sya. Tahimik kong itinaas ang kamay ko upang hawakan ang buhok nya at haplusin ang pisngi nya.

I swear I never imagined this man forgiving me and loving me this way. Hindi ko alam kung bakit sobrang blessed ko na minahal ako ng lalaking to.

Patuloy pa rin ang pagkawala ng luha sa mga mata ko. I just cannot control all the emotions I am feeling.

"Calix..." I softly called his name. "I love you..."

I watched how his eyes smiled. This is the first time after a long time I've said it. Unang beses matapos ang pitong taon.

"Mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Calix." I smiled at him, tears still streaming down my face. "I love you."

Nakita ko ang pangingilid ng mga luha nya. Marahan nyang inilapit ang mukha nya sa akin at muli akong hinalikan. "I love you more than anything," he smiled as he reached out for my hand. Marahan nya iyong hinalikan nang hindi pinuputol ang tingin sa mga mata ko.

I smiled at him too. I cupped his face as I pulled him closer to me. Kahit ilang beses pang halik ito, hindi ako magsasawa. The kiss deepened as I felt his hand on my waist. His kisses went down my neck.

"Calix..." I gasped for air. I felt something inside me tingling and all. Kakaibang pakiramdam ang nararamdaman ko habang sinisiil ni Calix ng halik ang leeg ko.

Sandaling huminto si Calix sa ginagawa nya. Nilingon nya ako. Para akong matutunaw sa init ng tingin nya. Muli syang bumalik sa labi ko. His hand slowly moving the strap of my dress. Napatawa ako nang magstruggle syang ibaba ang maliit na zipper sa likod ng dress ko.

"Is that funny?" he said as he chuckled. 

Nginitian ko sya. Tinipon ko ang lahat ng buhok ko patungo sa kaliwa kong balikat upang hindi ito humarang sa kanya. Ilang sandali pa ay naibaba na nga ni Calix ang zipper ng suot ko.

He stopped. Nakatingin parin sya sa akin. He was like hesitating, reading me if I'm gonna protest or let him.

I smiled at him. I slowly pulled down the straps of my dress showing him the right side of my breast. Pinagmamasdan ko sya habang pinapanood ako sa ginagawa ko.

Hanggang sa tuluyan ko nang maibaba ang suot kong dress revealing him my nakedness. I know what I am doing. I'm giving him myself. I want to give him myself. Napalunok ako at napahinga ng malalim. I slowly reached for his hand and placed it above my chest. "I am all yours, Calix. That's how much I love you. Take me as you please. Take me as you want. I'm all yours." I whispered as I kiss him.