Dreaming- A Niam Fanfiction

Champagne.

Sometimes I hate wattpad so much.

I wrote this entire chapter, and then wattpad decided it would be funny to delete half of it.

I had to write it again.

But, on the brighter side, it's christmasbreak, so I have more time to write it.

Hope you like this chapter c:

I know it's a little boring I'm sorry.

Now my question...ummm...

What's your OTP?

Mine's Niam if you didn't notice already, and Zouis is cool too c:

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Niall

My eyes slowly roam all the boys' faces.

They all look so happy.

How can they be so happy?

I bite my fingernails as I look at the tv screen.

There are numbers on it, slowly counting down.

52...51...50

I can feel my heart clenching, my stomach turning and my eyes burning at every new number.

I look at the smiles on the boys faces.

Harry's dimples.

Liam's teeth showing.

Louis' crinkles by the eyes.

Zayn's small lopsided grin.

But in no way I can find the smile on my own face.

I just want to hide myself to never show up again...ever.

The smiles on the boy's faces grow bigger and bigger while the tv screen just keeps on counting.

37...36...35

Stop.

...34

Please stop.

...33

Someone please stop the time and never let it go again.

I don't want this.

I can feel the tears brimming in my eyes as I keep them focused on the tv screen.

I've never felt this nauseous.

When the numbers reach the 30, the boys start to shout along, while clapping their hands together and laughing.

I want to dissapear.

I don't want to be here right now.

I want to be nowhere.

Maybe somewhere in the middle of a grey field, all alone in the silence.

But I'd rather be nowhere.

I wonder what nowhere looks like.

I bet it's a beautiful place.

With nothing, and nobody.

A place where I can just sit and think, without numbers and old memories running through my brain.

I just want some emptyness right now.

Didn't I hate emptyness?

My thoughts start to rush around in my head, making me dizzy.