Ask Alex 2 ~A Wattpad Advice Column~

What am I feeling?

Hey Alex!!! It's me AGAIN. I must be really annoying :/. Ok, so it's about the boy AGAIN! This must be getting so old to you. Anyway, I was at a party today and we were talking about boys. I really didn't want to, but I didn't want to be a party pooper. And, we were talking about our crushes. We all sat in a circle and started saying their names. My friend said 'I shouldn't say my crush. Q would get mad.' (Let's say my name is Q again lol) and at first I didn't understand. But, when she said his name everyone started screaming and stuff. I did get mad but I don't know why. When they came to me, I told them it was no one but they didn't believe me. One of them asked if it was the boy but I said no. When she asked that I felt my blood rush to my cheeks and that has never happened before. My other friend pointed out that I was BLUSHING. I screamed no and covered my cheeks then said 'I'm blushing?' And everyone laughed. I noticed he was being nicer to me the past few days and we started talking. Every time I say his name, or even think about him I start blushing. I can barely get him out of my head! Oh and my other friend said that the friend who liked him were a good couple. When she said that my heart sank. I don't know why but it just did. When she said that I was like 'Wow.... That hurt.... It really did...' And it did!!! I'm not sure how I feel about him. My emotions are so mixed up!!! Like, I have no idea how I feel!! Do you know what I'm going through? Am I in love again? Ever watch Adventure Time? In one of the episodes Finn was singing this song called 'All Gummed Up Inside' That's how I am. :( Hope you can help!!!!!! 

Ps. Thank you for all your help!!!! 

-sadness

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Dear sadness,

Well I think, in my opinion, you definitely like the boy. I don't think having those reactions and saying you don't like them is saying that mountains can fly. And I don't know if your in love, only you can determine that. But I'd suggest not falling for him so quickly.. unless he treats you better and shows you what you deserve then I'd let myself fall but from past ask alex posts from you I'm not really sure what's going on.. only can say is if he's starting to be nicer to you then maybe he's starting to warm up to you and stuff like that. I'm not really sure how to explain it .-. it's a push a pull of force.. kinda like a rubber band. You can pull and he can push but sooner or later the band will snap and something will happen between you two if not, then the rubber band hasn't snapped. And plus your emotions your feeling is a little of a hate/love relationship. And your jealous and hurt over things because you like him. So those emotions conflict with liking him. And yes I know what your going through, I've felt those things before also. I've had been shy to say something of who I liked, got mad over friends who liked them too, and got hurt over people saying they would look better with so and so. So all these things are normal because, like I said, you like them cx

Alex