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Jimin+J-Hope~ why do this to me? request)

A/N; WARNING! CONTAINS SELF HARM! PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU GET AFFECTED BY THIS!!!!

So this imagine was requested by Ellysa_Park7 . I hope this is kind of what you had in mind since you gave me a lot of freedom in choosing the subject. Please leave me some feedback in the comments, I'd love to hear your opinion about the imagine. X

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The lights are turned off when you walk into the house. Weird. Jimin said that he would be waiting in the living room for you. Carefully to not wake up any of the members, you close the frontdoor of their dorms. The lights turn on all of a sudden, and instead of Jimin, you see J-Hope. He's sitting on the couch wearing a pair of sweatpants. And only a pair of sweatpants.

"Eumh Hobi? Where's Jimin? He texted me saying that he wanted to talk about something important." J-Hope stands up and walks towards you.

"Y/N, I found out about what you do to yourself and it needs to stop. Cutting yourself won't make any problem disappear." You look away from him, trying to hide the fact that you were almost crying. "Please don't tell him." "No, that's up to you. But Y/N, I want to help you alright? I want to be there for you so you don't have to face all of this by yourself." You shake your head violently. "I don't want your help Hobi. I don't want to drag you into all of this.

J-Hope sighs, takes your hand and leads you to the couch. "Sit down." You do as he asks and he walks away. You hear stumbling coming from the bathroom and J-Hope returns soon after. He's holding a towel in his hand together with a few bandaids.

He sits down and says: "atleast let me take a look at those cuts alright?" You sigh, take of your coat and hold your wrist out towards him. "Y/N...." "I know." He softly presses the towel against your wounds, and eventhough he's being extra gentle, it still hurts even worse than when you made them.

You press your lips together to not make a sound and wake any of the members up. You're sure that if Jimin found out he'd break up with you.

"It's okay Y/N, almost done." He presses down a little harder and that's when you can't hold the pain in any more. "Autch! J-Hope be carefull!"

The door leading to the bedrooms opens and Jungkook walks out, closely followed by Rapmonster. The maknae of bts rubs the sleep out of his eyes and tries to understand what's going on. He walks closer and his eyes grow big. "Y/N? Did you do that to yourself?" Shock can be heard from his voice.

The door opens once again and all members walk out. Jimin is the last to come out and he seems very confused as to why his girlfriend is sitting on the couch next to J-Hope, who's pressing a towel against her wrist.

"Eumh? What's going on here?" He walks closer and sits down on the other side of you. Jimin pushes J-Hope's hand away and takes a look at what's going on.

He gasps, together with the other members. Jimin looks up at you, his hands shaking and tears forming in his eyes. "Baby? Wh-why?" You can't bring yourself to answer him, so instead you look up to see the other guys.

Jungkook and V are staring at your wrist in shock, Jin is shaking his head and wisphering something to Rapmonster who seems disappointed, J-Hope is still sitting next to you with the towel in his hand and Suga is sitting on a chair opposite of you. There's an expression on his face that makes no sense to you. Almost like he understands. When he sees you looking at him, he gives you a weak smile, but his eyes don't follow.

Jimin is looking at his feet, breathing heavily. "Jagiya? Please come with me." He stands up and holds out his hand. After a little hesitation, you take on his offer and follow him to his room. The other members stay in the living room.

He opens the door and waits for you to walk inside before following you and closing the door again. Jimin points towards his bed and you sit down on it. Instead of joining you he sits down on his knees in front of you.

He intertwines your fingers and looks up at you with love in his eyes. Tears are drying on his cheeks. "Baby? Why did you do that? Why would you do something like that to me honey?" You look down at him and press your lips against his forehead.

"I'm so sorry Jiminie. I never ment to hurt you. I just, *sigh*, I don't know what got into me okay." Jimin presses his lips against yours and keeps them there for what seems like forever.

He backs away again and wipes a string of hair away from your face. "Why did you do this to yourself princess?" "I'm not sure to be honest. I didn't feel good about myself at all. But I'm feeling better now Jimin." He nods. "Okay. But promise me you'll never do this again. I can't watch you slowly killing yourself."

You promise him you won't do this again, and you mean it. You don't want to lose Jimin whatsoever, he means everything to you.

"Lets cuddle babe." He stands up and jumps onto his bed. You chuckle and lie down next to him. Jimin wraps his arms around your waist and pulls you closer to him. You burry your head in the crook of his neck and close your eyes. Jimin sighs in content. "This feels good. Spending some quality time with my girl."

Suddenly the door opens and J-Hope walks inside, followed by Jungkook. "Id everything o-... wait, I guess I have my answer." J-Hope smiles. "Good job Jimin!" Jimin smiles brightly and J-Hope leaves the room again. Jungkook is still standing in the door opening, he looks like he's about to cry.

"What's wrong Kookie?" "Are you going to die noona?" You smile weakly. "No Kook. Don't worry about it okay? I'm going to stick around for a looong time."

He smiles and after waving he runs out of the room. "I love you Y/N." "I love you too Jiminie." You both close your eyes and fall asleep in each other's arms.