So Much For My Happy Ending

Chapter 25 {{~My Hell~}}

"Help me!" I yelled when I noticed my mouth wasn’t taped.

"Hel-"

"No one will hear you." I suddenly heard a voice say not far away, I knew that voice but my mind couldn’t progress who it belonged too.
I could see a darker figure somewhere in the corner walking closer to me.

"You look nice today Mich, had a nice date?" I could hear him chuckle.

Why? Why is Cameron here?

"What are you doing here?" I asked, my voice coming out husky.

"Shouldn’t you be asking why you are here?" He was now closer to me and I could see his face as a little bit of moonlight shone on it.

He had his famous smirk on his face. 
I felt like puking, I wanted to cry and rage at him, how dare he treats me like this and goes as far as to kidnap me!

"Let me go Cameron, what you’re doing is wrong!" I said low in a warning tone.

"No Mich, what you did was wrong, I thought you were innocent, I thought we were destined together, but no, I was blinded by love to see your true face."

What the heck is he talking about!?

"You’re crazy!" I yelled back, I started to panic, this position, it brings back bad memories; I’ve got to get out of here fast.

I started to struggle, thrashing against the restraints binding my hands.

"HELP!!" I screamed.

In no time Cameron was in front of me and slapped me right on the cheek which made me shut up in shock.
I started at him with wide eyes.

"Shut the fuck up you bitch!" He sneered at me.
I opened my mouth ready to yell again but he quickly taped it.

Tears started to make their way into my eyes, but I knew I had to hold them, crying won’t do anything good.
It will make me weaker; I’ve learned that from these past years.
But I knew that at the end, I would always cry.

"No one, I repeat no one! Messes with moi!" Cameron angry yelled at me.
He lifted his hand ready to hit me again but he slowly dropped it again.

"I don’t want to dirty myself by touching something that’s even worse than thrash, you disgust me, I’m sure you know how dirty you are yourself." He said smiling sadly at me.

What’s wrong with him? I really don’t get what he means! I know I’m freaking dirty! But dirtier then thrash... really?

Does he think I enjoy being dirtied...? 
I took a deep breath through my nose, trying to hold the tears.

"You know, I’m going to punish you for this, I didn’t really see how this could be a punishment but he said it was so I just paid him so that I didn’t needed to dirty my hands." He said dryly while walking to the door.

He opened it and another dark figure walked in.
My heart started to beat faster and my body started to quake.

For some reason I had a bad feeling who this guy was.
I started to struggle again. But I knew it wouldn’t help.

"Hi there little girl, long time no see." A dark, sinister voice purred.
The voice in my dream was right, maybe I shouldn’t have woken up.

I froze. For a moment, I couldn’t think. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t move. But then fear took over and another scream tried to force its way up my throat. My body started to shake, it’s him... it’s my father...

I know that voice... I remember it clearly, how he whispered stuff in my ears while he was... while he was... raping me...

I gave in, releasing a scream engraved with agony and desperation. But my screams were only heard as muffles.

He started to walk closer my way, Cameron stood by the door, I couldn’t see his face but I knew he was staring at me.

My eyes were begging him; I knew he could see my face, because the moon shone on it. I knew he could see the tears rolling down my face.
I knew he could see it... and still he turned his head and walked out the door.

His last words were, "That’s what you get for messing with moi."
I was doomed... I already knew it... but I still tried to fight.

I’ve never stopped once with fighting in my life; I fought for trying to stay alive, trying to be strong, trying to have hope to live.

But won’t you get tired? Won’t you get tired when all that you’re trying to do is only getting repaid the bad way?

Why am I even fighting when I know there is no happy ending for me anymore? There wasn’t... and there never will be my happy ending.

I watched in horror as he made his way closer to me. 
Slowly I started to make out his features, his disgusting smirk that always showed in my nightmares. 

"Don’t worry; we will be done before you know it." He said while starting to bend over me.

He hungrily proceeded to tear clothes that I specially wore for this special day.
I wonder... did Ryan even like the clothes?

First went my top.

Then my skirt.

My underwear.

My bra.

My sanity...

Their shredded remains landed in a heap not far off.

The cold embraced my exposed skin. Closing my eyes shut, I didn’t dare look at how he tortured me again.

A whimper escaped my lips, feeling his eyes greedily taking in my figure. And then his rough, calloused hands roaming over my body. Exploring every dark, hidden crevice; touching places that were unforgivable. 

Should I even get used to this? I still clearly remember everything that what happened last time... maybe... maybe it won’t even hurt that bad anymore.

I knew that was a lie, something like this will always hurt, it will always haunt your life, and I didn’t know what to do to stop it... I didn’t know.

I feebly tried to kick but he pinned my legs down with his own. The bulge of his crotch pressed against my own, causing a few stray teardrops to trickle down my face. 
My breathing was coming out more and more labored by the second. It pained me every time I tried to draw in a breath; it felt like I was hyperventilating.

No! No!! Nooo! Please!!
I tried to voice my protests, but I couldn’t take it anymore. My throat was clogged with fear; fear that if I cry out, he’ll only make it worse.

The pain, it was too much! I can’t bear this a second time!
I could feel my body weaken; I guess I was drugged again? That’s good... at least... at least I don’t have to suffer it... until the end.

Finally, darkness took over. I passed out.

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