My stepbrother and I

[chapter 28]

The kiss is rough from the beginning and we both put our emotions and our lust in this kiss.

We are on the mattress and Patrick is on top of me. His hands travel to every part of my body and goosebumps quickly appear everywhere on my body.

Patrick lifts my shirt and takes it off while I fumble with his. When I succeed in it we change positions and now I am on top of him straddling his waist. I bend down and kiss his lips once again.

This kiss is soft. Not like the first one. I take my time to savor his lips and he does the same. His hands now travel to my back and he unclasps my bra. Now I am half naked. I can't wait any longer so I take my pants and my panties off and he does the same with his jeans and his boxers.

And...we are completely naked now. He eyes me up and down and he pushes me down the mattress again and then he climbs on top of me supporting his weight on his arms.

"Fuck, Ellie." He says.

He takes a condom out of his jean's pocket and he puts it on.

I place my hands on his back and push him down on me. He kisses my lips and then he makes a move and enters me completely. I am taken aback from the sudden move and I lift my back from the mattress. He notices and places his one hand on my back and holds me steadily while continuing his moves.

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Why am I so hot? I am uncontrollably sweating and I feel someone heavy on top of me. I open my eyes and I see Patrick having his arm draped over my waist and his head on my chest. We are both in our underwear now.

I try to lift his hand but he forces it down. But I need to go to the bathroom so I use my ninja skills and try to escape from his tight grip. When I manage to do that I sigh in relief. I make my way to the bathroom and when I finish what I wanted to do I wash my hands and walk back out and to the kitchen. I drink a glass of water and then I hear Patrick whistling at me.

I turn to face him and roll my eyes at him.

"Someone is in a bad mood." He says and supports himself on his elbows in order to be able to have a full view of my half naked body.

"Stop staring at me." I tell him.

"No." He says.

"Ok then." I say and walk towards the mattress to grab my clothes and get dressed. However he catches on what I want to do and he grabs them first.

"No no no." He laughs at me.

"Give them back." I say.

"Come and take them."

"Be sure that I will." I say.

"Let me see you try." He winks. I plop with my knees down on the matters and I try to reach my clothes but he holds them even further with his long arm.

I sigh in frustration and I jump on top of him in order to have better access to my belongings.

I try to reach them with my right hand but he throws them away and catches my hands.

He flips us over and now he is on top of me. He's knees on each of my sides and he is straddling me while trying not to put much weight on me.

He still has my hands pinned over my head when he bends down to kiss my lips.

I don't kiss him back.

He wants to play? Let's play then!

"Oh, come on now." He pleads.

"What? I don't understand." I tell him and give him an innocent look.

Hi places his lips on mine again but I don't kiss him back.

"Kiss me." He says and repeats his actions. Still I don't kiss him.

He frees my hands but when I try to move away from him he grabs them again but this time only with his left hand.

His right hand travels over my body stopping at all the right places. He places kisses all over me.

Hi kisses my lips, jaw line then my neck my collarbone down to my cleavage and I squirm under his touch.

"Patrick." I moan his name and he stops.

"What?" I ask.

"Will you kiss me back now?" He asks. He will torture me if I don't.

"No." I tell him.

He continues his assault and kisses down my belly and when he reaches the waistband of my panties he takes them off with his teeth and exposes me. He moves down and kisses me everywhere but there.

"Ok fine I'll kiss you." I say.

"Good." He winks at me and frees my hands. I wear my panties again and turn to him.

"Come on you idiot." I say and he comes closer.

"I crash my lips on him and we start making out. Our tongues move in sync and I place my hands on his back. He places his on my waist.

We kiss till we don't have enough air to breathe. I am the one to break the kiss.

"What is going to happen now Patrick?" I ask him concerned while I place my head on his chest.

"I don't now exactly but we will figure something out." He says.

"Like what?"

"I can break up with Nicole." He says and I lift my head to look at him. An emotion crosses his eyes and I am a hundred per cent sure that is pain.

"You don't have to." I am hurt.

"But I want to be with you." He says.

"What you feel is only lust Patrick." I tell him but I feel my heart being ripped off my chest when I speak those words. But this is the right thing. I just saw it in his eyes that he will be broken if he breaks up with her.

I can't do that to him.

"No its not." He replies.

"You love Nicole. What we just did was a mistake. We just can't control ourselves when we are together because of our past. But it's over now. I don't think that what happened today will happen ever again." I say and get up.

"No. Its not like that Ellie. I may love her but I love you too. You don't know how it felt to be so far away from you all those months. I missed you so fucking much. I have feelings for you Ellie." He explains.

"But you also have feelings for Nicole."

"I want to be with you. I'll do what I can in order to be with you." He says.

"No Patrick. You won't do anything. We can't be together Patrick." I say my final words and reach for my clothes.