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sad boys

its 11:30 pm, i sneaked my phone to update zhshsbsh but please read til the very end bc i need all of your help for something...
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few months later....

dear yugyeom,
i hope that i got your address right... i'm really sorry yeommie i had to do this. it was for the best. i found a nice house and i'm moving in tonight :). how're you? how's the guys? you're probably reading this and thinking, "how or hey does he sound so fucking calm?!".... i'm just trying to stay postive. if i don't like it here, i promise to come back. i don't regret spending my last day with you though, i hope you know that. i like you a lot too and i mean that. take care love. and please don't hate me.... love,
bambam

"asshole" yugyeom scoffed as he folds up the letter and shoves it into a drawer full of bambam items that he had. like their pictures, toys, stuffed animals, and now letters. as he shuts the drawer, he grabs a lock and locks the drawer so that no one would be able to open it but him.

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jungkook

dear jungkookie,
it's been months, are you still angry? I've been drinking and i know that you hate that and I'm sorry but i can't help it... i'm still so in love with you. i know that you hate me for hooking up with other people but i stopped. and i regret it so much baby. i love you and only you so much and I'm really sorry.... could we at least meet up and talk about it? I'm sorry baby... i still love you.
- taehyung

as jungkook finished reading the letter, he crumpled it up before throwing it into a drawer along with their items and locking it afterwards.
as he sat in silence, he decided to do something he hasn't done in a while and that is to write a letter back. not too long but not too short.

dear taehyung,
if you're really sorry.... then i don't fucking care.
- jungkook
p.s stop calling me jungkookie, i'm not yours

jungkook finishes with a frustrated sigh before crumpling it up and throwing it away

"i need air" jungkook whispered as he stood up and opened his door, there stood taehyung, right about to knock on his door with puffy red eyes.

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bambam

"this neighborhood is weird, i'll help you find another" a tall skinny boy with brownish hair and blue eyes whisper as they looked around

"but troye-"

"people here are very judgemental and rude, if they found out what type of person you are then they'll treat you as bad as they treated me..."

"you won't be alone." bambam whispers as troye smiles lightly while punching his shoulder lightly

"you still miss him don't you...?" troye whispers as bambam sighs and looks away, avoiding the question.

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yugyeom

it was 3:05am and there laid yugyeom on his living room floor, limbs spread out. he just kept staring at his ceiling as the taste alcohol rushed down his throat.

"am i that stupid?" yugyeom whispered as he closed his eyes and tried to sleep. that is until someone knocked on his door. as he sat up, he checked his clock

3:05am
"who the he-" the knock got louder interrupting his thoughts as he slowly made his way towards the door, he peeks out the window to see a fragile youngjae crying outside his porch.

"youngjae?" yugyeom whispered as youngjae quickly runs in and wraps his arms around yugyeom and sobs roughly.

"what's wrong ars?" yugyeom immediately hugs back, although surprised by the action, he doesn't pull away

"j-jaebum h-he c-ch-" before youngjae could finish, yugyeom pushes away for a moment with wide eyes plastered on his face

"again?!" he shouted causing youngjae to flinch at the tone. yugyeom then appologized, knowing that youngjae hates when people scream or scold

"why do you keep going back to him ar?" he continues as youngjae sighs and let's out a little hiccup along with some sniffles

"because he keeps saying that he'll change and i always end up rejecting him but then missing his presence around me and- i just don't wanna be alone" youngjae broke down onto his knees and yugyeom kneels down and rubs his back.

seeing youngjae like this hurts him as well. to others, youngjae would be described as happy sunshine boy who's always confident and happy. but there's more.... he's very insecure and scared of being left alone, feeling unloved.

"stay the night with me, okay hyung" yugyeom whispered as youngjae tries to smile, only for it to be shown shakingly weak and small.

incoming call...
jaebummie ♡

accept decline

"give me that"

j: youngjae! where are you baby, I've been texting an-

y: had fun with your hoe?

j: what

y: youngjae caught you... AGAIN asshole

j: l-let me talk to-

y: you guys are done... offically, leave youngjae alone before i start threatening you

j:let me talk to youngjae.... please

youngjae rubbed his face before nodding and taking his phone, pressing it against his ear

j: baby

y: had fun moaning his name

j: look i-

y: had fun sucking his cock

j: baby i-

y: is that what you called him too? as he called you daddy?

j: please let me-

y: fuck him? oh you already did behind my back, we're through offically, pack up by morning or I'll call jackson and mark hyung to get you out.

youngjae spat before hanging up the phone, not letting jaebum respond.

"you okay?" yugyeom questioned as youngjae sighed while letting little tears drop and little hiccup noises come out. he shook his head but tried his best to smile.

"are you?" youngjae asked the same as yugyeom stiffened youngjae showed a small smile before standing up and holding out his hand for yugyeom to grab.

"can we cuddle?" youngjae whispered as yugyeom smiled and nodded.

it was 3:35 am as they both got in between the covers and cuddled their sadness away (a bit) before falling asleep.

but all yugyeom could think about was what could bambam be doing right now...

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HELLO ^-^ so #selfpromo but i wanted to write another story (even though I'm a bad writer and school busy but idk maybe after) so i have two choices...

wrong kiss (hopekook/vkook)
"happy new years hoseok hyung"

"you kissed the wrong guy, but luckily i got it instead of horse"

"it's hoseok!"

where jungkook kissed the wrong guy at the struck of midnight at a new years eve party instead of his boyfriend

OR

hopeless love (surprise)
a college writer struggles to find a happy ending to his romantic fanfiction after his real-life romance falls apart.

so basically it's gonna be based on two couples. one being the real life romance and the other couple who are basically a couple in the writer's fanfic.

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so please vote on which n help me decide or both idk, but even though people won't read them 😅, I'd still like to know which would be better ^-^ thank you for reading through
- author-nim