I promise that I'll update after this. Oh and before I start my little speech thingy
Oh.
My.
God.
Shawn mendes is so perfect I cry. I'm listening to his songs and I went to his concert and 😍😍😍 his tattoo, his voice, his accent, the way he says thank you and is so sweet to his fans/ the crowd, his whole freakin face and body, the way he dresses, his song for his dad😭 he is so PERFECT!
Okay now some people are asking why I deleted my blake gray fan fic and the reason is because I stressed over it, if you've been reading my stuff for a long time you'll know that I've been writing that story since January, and I would write a chapter and I would delete it because it wasn't good en- hold on hunter just posted brb omg lol I'm actually going to put this in😂 okay I got 10 minutes crap. (If you saw his post you'll know what I mean) but I didn't think it was good enough because I wanted it to be perfect. Blake is the most perfect thing in my life and yeah I like a lot of "famous people"
(Blake, hunter, wes, Cameron, Shawn, ethan Dolan, Justin Bieber and Niall horan those are my boys💞) but blake has always been mine/ my favorite. I have this hope that I could be with him but like yeah I know that there are tons of girls but he's only 1 and a half years older than me and he lives 15 minutes from me. Yeah yeah why haven't I met him yet? Because I don't know how to tell my parents that I love him. Like I've slowly started telling them about internet famous people but they don't understand and I can't describe in words how I feel about blake. He's so perfect and I can't describe what I feel
My fave song came on hold on while I sing
Hold on to me cause I'm little unsteady... Little unsteadyyyy sorry I love that song bc I relate so much like omg
Okay back to it I get distracted to easily but I can't describe how I feel and I feel that he deserves something perfect and I'm not perfect I don't deserve him and I can't write a story about him because of that but I also want it to be good enough for you guys. You guys are so amazing and I want it to be good for you guys. Also I'm scared to meet blake because I feel like I'm going to freak out and he is not going to like me and think I'm just another weird fan girl. I'm also going to miss his touch and his voice his body (ik that's weird) his smile just everything and I'm going to get really depressed. I can't tell anybody else this because they don't understand but I know you guys will and if any of you guys met any of your favorites and stuff please pm me because I need a pep talk. I love you guys so much and I'll update right after this or after Hunter's broadcast.❤️ okay ending note I wrote this fast so sorry if it doesn't make sense but I needed to get it out
Another song omg kaylena you need to chill out. Oops can't control it....
BURNIN UP BURNIN UP FOR YOU BABY (the original JB💯😍)
