Danger ( Justin Bieber fanfiction )

Chapter 28

I just couldn’t believe this all happened to me but I was happy it was all over.

All I wanted was to take a shower and forget all this ever happened.

I looked up the moment I heard shuffling coming towards me. I bit my lip, not knowing what to say or do. Inwardly sighing, I began fiddling with my thumbs, avoiding Justin’s eyes on me.

The bed shifted due to the weight being put on it. “Do you want to take a shower?” I heard Justin mumble softly.

I looked up at him, nodding my head. “Yes, please.”

He stood up once more, walking over to me and picking me up for the second time tonight before making his way into the bathroom.

Settling me on top of the counter by the sink, I took a deep breath, holding onto his shoulders for a second to balance myself before letting him go.

Justin looked into my eyes for a moment before turning away from me and over to the shower. He turned the knobs, filling the tub up with warm water.

I bit my lip, watching as he felt the water temperature against his finger tips, his back to me.

When everything was set up, Justin walked back over to me. “Okay, the bath is all set up. Are you going to be okay by yourself or do you need any help?” He licked his lips, staring into my eyes once more.

I don’t know what it was but there was something about the way he was looking at me that made my stomach do summersaults.

I softly shook my head. “No, I’m fine.”

He nodded. “Call me if you need anything. I’ll be in the room, okay?”

I tucked a strand of hair behind my ear. “Okay.”

He leaned down, pressing his lips softly to my forehead before leaving the bathroom, closing the door behind him with a soft click! in remembrance of his presence.

I hopped off of the counter slowly, not wanting to hurt myself more than I already was before shimming my way out of my jeans and sliding off Justin’s jacket. I held onto it for a moment, feeling the texture under my skin.

I took a deep breath before discarding it to the side where I then slid off my bra and panties, despite the pain radiating within me and throwing them to the side as well.

Stepping inside of the bath, I winced at the sudden warm feeling but quickly got used to it, settling my whole body inside of the tub.

It felt good to be back to safety once more. In an atmosphere I was used to other than the one I was stuck in for a good hour or so. It also felt refreshing to be able to wash away all the dirt I felt on myself.

Grabbing a small sponge, I began rubbing at my skin, wanting nothing more than to forget tonight ever happened and the feeling of Luke’s hands and lips on me.

It wasn’t until I finished washing my hair and I was back to washing my body that tonight’s events really took a toll one me. Seeing the cuts and bruises on my wrists brought my emotions to a whole new level and within seconds, the tears engulfed my vision and everything blurred over.

I didn’t even realize I had began to fully cry my eyes out until I saw the redness of my arms and legs due to scrubbing those certain spots for so long while feeling the tears drop into the soapy water.

I bit my lip, wanting to silence myself from being heard by someone. The last thing I wanted was someone to charge in here while I was naked in a tub.

Sniffling, I gulped, shaking my head. I had to get rid of these thoughts. I had to forget about Luke, Andrew and everything else that happened to me tonight.

I had to.

Justin’s Point of View:

The moment I heard the sound of splashing water, I found myself slowly relaxing. Settling myself back against my pillow, I took a couple of deep breaths, wanting to clear my mind.

How could I let this all go too far? How could I have let her get hurt? How could I let Luke put his hands on her?

I should have been quick to realize he was the one who took her. I should have been faster, I should have thought clearer and maybe if I had, I would have saved her from going through all that.

I ran my fingers through my hair angrily, pulling at the ends in frustration. How can you save the one you care about when you can’t even save yourself?

A few minutes later, I heard faint sobbing coming from the bathroom and instantly, I felt my heart drop.

I waited for a moment to see if it’d continue and when it did, I felt the back of my eyes pinch.

I continued to listen, wishing it would all just stop.

I wanted to go in there and calm her down. I wanted to let her know that she was going to be alright, that she would be okay and all of this will blow over and everything would go back to normal.

But I knew, that even if she did manage to not think about it, the memories, the scars, they will still be there to remind her everyday of what happened.

She could never escape.

I rubbed my eyes, shaking my head as the sobbing turned into crying, Kelsey’s sounds vibrating through the door and radiating into my ears, singing a tune I didn’t want to hear.

I wasn’t there when Luke touched her. I wasn’t there when he almost raped her. I wasn’t there when she was scared and needed me. I wasn’t there and I could never forgive myself for putting her in that position.

I felt the corners of my eyes burn and before I knew it, the tears began to build up and sooner than I could stop them, they trailed down my cheeks.

I tightened my eyelids together, shaking my head.

“I’m sorry.” I whispered to no one in particular but in my heart, I knew exactly to who I was talking to. “I’m sorry I couldn’t save you sooner.” I paused, licking my lips. “This is all my fault.”

“No, it’s not.” I heard a faint voice talk to me and immediately I sprung up in bed, rubbing at my eyes to see John standing in the doorway that led to my room.

I kept quiet, not being able to say anything. I ran my hands up and down my face, getting rid of the evidence that showed that I was crying.

“You don’t have to hide your feelings.” John walked inside my room, closing the door behind him. “I can see it in your eyes. You care about her and I know this is killing you inside. I know it’s eating you alive inside that you couldn’t have saved her sooner but you have to realize that you didn’t have control over this.”

I shook my head. “I should have just told her the god damn truth about Jen. If I would have, none of this would have happened.” I scolded bitterly.

John sighed. “Even if you did, you know he would have found another way to get to her. You’re not a superhero Justin. You’re a human being just like everyone else.”

I looked away from him. “I shouldn’t have let her get into that car.”

“No,” John snapped. “You shouldn’t have but what’s done is done and you can’t change it Justin but I do know what you can do.”

I gulped, licking my lips, waiting for him to go on.

“You can make sure she alright and you can comfort her because that’s what she needs most right now. She doesn’t need you beating yourself up over this. She needs someone to be there for her and we both know that someone here is you.” With that, he turned on his heels, walking out of the door. “Oh and Justin?”

I looked at him.

“You may think your invincible but we all fall down sometimes.” And then the door closed, leaving me alone in the room.