Falling For Derek Hale -Teen Wolf story-

Chapter 30, Co-Captain, part 2

Co-Captain, part 2

Stiles, Scott and I are following Jackson because of Chris. Yeah Chris aka Mr. Argent the hunter.

Anyway, Chris and Kate think that Jackson is the other Beta. So we need to watch him. Stiles didn't tell Scott yet about what happened in his house between Derek and I.

He is on the Alpha's side.

I'm mad and sad at him. For the first time in my life, I'm mad at the guy with the green eyes. I know this morning I was happy and everything but I can't stop thinking about him. So, I feel more depressed.

Last night, when I went home with Scott I didn't fall asleep because; One: Derek is on the Alpha side Two: The Alpha bitch scared the shit out of me with his eyes. Three: Derek's uncle is the Alpha and Four: I'm in depression and I'm sad because of Derek. So yeah last night at 2:00 am, I didn't fall asleep and I went in my mom room.

-Last night at 2:00 am-

I can't sleep because of what happened earlier. It's just stupid that Derek is on the Alpha side. I'm angry at him. Yeah I'm angry at Sexy Derek. When Stiles, Scott and I left the school, we went home. Scott didn't talked during the ride back home. It was silent...no one talked. When we arrived at home, Scott went in his room. My mom looked at us confused. She asked us what's wrong but we only say it was nothing. And after Scott went in his room, I wanted to eat something so I went in the kitchen to eat something but I was only staring at the food in the fridge so yeah.

I sighed. I got up from my bed and walked in my mom's room. I quickly climbed in her bed. She opened her eyes.

''Em, what's wrong?'' She asked.

''Nothing.'' I answered.

''Tell me...please.'' She said. ''It's about a boy?'' She asked. I nodded.

''Yeah.'' I whispered.

''Tell me everything.'' She said.

''Well, it's a guy who I met in the woods when Scott, Stiles and I were searching for Scott's inhaler. He's really hot but I don't think he like me. Then Scott's turned into a werewolf. So the guy helped Scott.

Then the guy thought that Dr. Deaton was the Alpha. The Alpha is the one who killed all the peoples in Beacon Hills since the death of Laura Hale. The Alpha was the one who attacked Jackson and I in the video store. And remember when I was in the school and I was attacked? Well, Derek isn't the killer it's his uncle. Well, at school, the Alpha attacked Derek.

I thought Derek was dead but he wasn't. I really like him but now, he's on the Alpha side and I'm sad because of this. I can't believe he's on his side...And he kissed me when I was at Stiles' house after school today.''

No, I didn't say that I only say, ''I love a boy but it's so confusing.''

''Boys are like that Em. You should tell him your feelings about him.'' She said. Telling my feelings to...Derek? I don't know if I can.

''I don't know if I can tell him.'' I told her.

''Why?'' She asked.

''Because...if he don't like me back.'' I said. She looked at me. Well, he kissed me but I...I just don't know.

''I'm sure he loves you. You're beautiful Em and if he don't love you, he's stupid.'' She said. I smiled.

''Thanks mom.'' I said.

''No problem.'' She replied. That's why I love my mom. She's always there for me.

Then I fall asleep.