As soon as I got to my father's house I made my way up to my room and call Harry. I was unsure on what he would want to talk about considering nothing was really going on in our lives out of the usual besides the unstable relationship between us. I soon sat down on my bed and prepared myself for the phone call. I clicked on Harry's name and pressed the phone to my ear. He answered after the third ring.
"Hey babe." His voice sounded distant and instantly my stomach tightened.
"Hey H. What's going on?" I leaned back on the bed and ran my fingers through my hair.
"I'm so sorry baby. There's been an article that's coming out." He sounded desperate on the other end.
"What kind of article, Harry?" I raised my eyebrows because I knew it wasn't going to be good.
"A kiss and tell and well it's true." He sounded defeated.
"What do you mean it's true?" I pinched the bridge of my nose. This could not be happening. Not after everything we've been through.
"I cheated. I'm so sorry. I was out of my mind and it just happened." He was practically pleading at this point.
"I can't believe you Harry. You had to have known what was going on enough to realize you were having sex with someone who wasn't your girlfriend?" I sat up. I was so angry I wanted to scream.
"I was stressed out, okay? I was thousands of miles away and you were fighting for your life and I couldn't be there. I needed a stress release." He fired back.
"That is the most pathetic excuse I have ever heard. Being stressed out does not give you a reason to put your dick into someone else. And don't even begin to tell me how much me having cancer was effecting you because you weren't the one living everyday struggling to get out of bed because you were so weak. To think things were going to get better between us because of your break. I can't believe you played me like a fool." I could feel the tears falling down my cheeks.
"I guess I'm a pathetic person then." His voice started to raise.
"Stop trying to play the victim here, Harry. You knew what you were doing when it happened. For someone who claims to be in love with me you sure know how to show it." I was so done with him. I couldn't tell if I was more upset or angry that this happened.
"I'm not playing the victim! I know I messed up and there is no excuse for it! I'm sorry!" He shouted back.
"I don't think this is forgivable, Harry." I hung up on him. I leaned back on my bed and just let the tears flow. My heart was breaking and I didn't know what to do.
