Soonhoon || Hozi : We're Not Friends, We're Strangers With Memories [COMPLETED]

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Lee Jihoon >_< Woozi

"Thank you Dokyeom for your wonderful voice. It was breath taking and splendid." He thank the good compliment from Mr. Kim while Mr. Jung gave him thumbs up. He turn around and tapped my shoulder.

"You can do that Woozi. Fighting!" He went to my chair and he seated beside him. Now I regret what I've done. I should've perform right when my name was not announce. My voice was bothering me that's why I'm lack of self-esteem. I thought it would help but I realized that I just hurt myself.

"I'm not really confident with my voice right now. I sorry I can't do my best but I will try everything just to capture your hearts. Thank you"  As the instrumental was still playing, I calm myself to make my heart stop from beating quickly.

 And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
When sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight  

While I was singing the third line especially the second word, the only person that sink in my mind was Soonyoung.

 And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive  

Telling these words with my own mouth hit me harder than the line Dokyeom sang awhile back. The second verse was exactly the way how I feel when I'm with Hoshi. I should stop thinking about him before I forget the lyrics.

 And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am  

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Kwon Soonyoung ^_^ Hoshi

As Woozi sang the song perfectly, suddenly the thought of the angelic voice I fell for lingers to my mind soothing my agony whenever I'm down. Repeating the last lines thrice was like striking me all over again. Closing my eyes listening clearly Jihoon's voice. When it was over, I opened my eyes and looked around. 

"Thanks Seokmin."

"You're always welcome Jihoon." Dokyeom went to his proper seat my eyes on however spying over Jeonghan and Joshua who is already looking at me, we can understand each other even with a single gaze. If you know what I mean.

"Did I made you upset again?" I was statue as his voice travel inside me. If I'll admit it, are you going to hug me the way I did earlier?

"I'm sorry."  You should not be sorry because it's not your fault why I'm acting cold.

I didn't responded because Mr. Jung call my name. I went in front of my classmates while stealing glance at Woozi. His head bend down and I feel a slight guilt. Once I hear the right the music play, I held the microphone with my hands.

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one  

Singing these lines with my eyes close because I can't say it directly to the person. That's the art of music, singing is the same with confessing your feelings if you don't have the courage.   

I will never let you fall 
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all 
Even if saving you sends me to heaven  

Saying each lines were like telling how much your concern towards this person. There's a particular person lingering in my mind right now.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
'Cause I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay, whoa, stay, whoa  

My eyelids began to batter, and while slightly open, Jihoon appeared. I almost stop singing, realizing that he was watching me while I'm singing.

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven  

After my performance, I felt relief from the comments from Mr. Kim and Mr. Jung. When I went to my seat, I absentmindedly look at beside me. He looked away nervously, but he couldn't hid the red glow that came over his face. Why is he blushing? I didn't even do anything to make him blush.

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If you're going to ask what were the songs, the title whom Soonyoung sang was 'Your Guardian Angel' while Jihoon was 'Goo Goo Girls -Iris.'   

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