Not mine, I found it on tumblr and read an at the end? It's about Luke
The music was loud and the people were louder. I cringed at the drunken teens that stumbled around. There were so many people who were all over each other and I didn't understand how people could be so touchy in public. I searched for Luke in the mass of people at this stupid house party. I spot him in the corner and he has one of those red cups in his hand that tells me he's drinking. I didn't care if he did but I didn't.
He was the reason that I was here in the first place and he had promised me that when I wanted to leave we could. I had wanted to leave the second we got here but I opted to give him a few hours before I asked to leave. I walked over to him but didn't say anything at first because he was talking to some people. When the conversation turned away from him a bit he looked over at me a questioning look on his face.
"Can we go?" I asked quietly because I didn't want his 'friends' to think I was controlling him. We weren't dating but everyone thought we were, and with Luke always willing to do things for me I didn't blame them. He sighed a little disappointed.
"Yeah," he said tipping back the cup finishing the drink. I smiled to myself since he was always so nice to me.
We've been friends for a few years now and I could honestly say that we couldn't be closer. He turned to head out after telling the people he had been talking to bye. I clung to his arm loosely so I didn't lose him in the masses. When we got outside I sighed slightly relived to be away from the loudness.
"Thank you for coming tonight," he said smiling at me. He knew this wasn't usually my thing but we were close enough that I would do anything for him and he would do anything for me. Besides when I did something for him that meant he owed me. Since Luke had been drinking he tossed me the keys.
He didn't seem too off but I could tell he was feeling different, there was something that I couldn't place about it. When we arrived back at his house we walked inside without a word. His parents were out of town this weekend so he was home alone. I kicked my shoes off at the door and like I had said he was slightly off. He was stumbling slightly so I helped him up the stairs to his room. He sat on the bed and I went to my bag to grab some clothes.
I told him I would be back in a minute and that he could change while I was gone. I changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top. I forgot that the bra I was wearing was visible through this one so I opted to take it off instead. You couldn't see anything so that was fine with me. I gathered my clothes and headed back to Luke's room.
I knocked lightly and heard the muffled come in from Luke. I pushed the door open and found him setting up a pillow and blanket on the floor where he usually slept when I spent the night. At first it was a way to please his parents but I guess it's become habit also. He laid down on the floor and the only light in the room was the light from his bed side lamp.
I smiled slightly and climbed into his bed. It smelled strongly of him and I couldn't help but feel safe. He was always protecting me from everything. He smiled up at me and I couldn't keep the thought from coming out,
"You know you could sleep up here," I said hoping he would take my offer. He shook his head slowly, and I tried to hold back the pout I felt coming,
"I'm fine down here," he said giving me a smile. I nodded my head like I understood but I couldn't help but feel disappointed. I reached up and shut the light off. I rolled over not feeling sleepy at all,
"Good night, (Y/N)," he called up to me.
"Night Luke," I said. I laid there for hours just thinking, I've felt so odd lately. Being around him brought out some feelings that I hadn't felt before, at least not for him. I was starting to like him but I was slowly feeling like his feelings weren't the same. I sighed loudly and tossed and turned. I guess I was being slightly loud because Luke's voice came up to me,
