Jessica's pov
Today is the day the day of the trial. Dean is finally being trialed for the shooting and rape. I know you are probably thinking its not a big deal but for me its massive. I haven't seen Dean since the day he shot me well not in real life anyway, I've had countless nightmares and panic attacks. The thought of seeing him in court utterly terrifies me, eventhough there will police there it still scares me. Being stuck in the same room as the man who raped my mother and tried to kill me is the worst thing imaginable. I don't want to get out of bed I don't want do anything,just lay in bed. You know the one thing that scares me the most is that I am slowly hitting breaking point.
A/N sorry this short but its more of a filler. Still I hope you enjoyed it. Please leave a comment if you are enjoying the book.
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The carters (eastenders fanfic)
FanfictionA story of the youngest carter. The story takes place two days before Christmas and after the rape. Parts of the story will come from the actual eastenders episodes.
