Why Me? (harry styles fanfiction)COMPLETED

Chapter 28

I woke up to annoying birds chirping all around. I pulled myself closer to my pillow. I turned around and my eyes fluttered open. I almost jumped when I realized it wasn't a pillow, it was Harry. A smile appeared onto his face. I laid my head back down next to him again.\

"Morning beautiful." he chirped in his sexy morning voice.

"What time is it?" I asked

"8 or so I think." he said.

"Oh. we should probably start heading back I have a lecture in 6 hours." I say getting up. I straighten out my skirt. I pick up my heels and start skipping away from Harry.

"What are you doing?" Harry questioned with an amused look.

"Skipping back to the car." I mused

he chuckled while folding up the blanket. he grabbed the basket and ran to catch up to me.

"I had a lot of fun Styles." I said

"Im glad you did." I said with a huge smile. We reached the car and I climb into the passenger seat.

"What about the guys?" I question

"When you fell asleep I told them they could have the room." He explained

I nodded. Harry started the car and we headed back to New York.

"Uhm, Corrin I have to tell you something." harry said not taking his eyes off the road

"Yeah?" I questioned nervously

"well you see the lads and I are still on tour, we just had a mini break and we still have a lot of concerts to go to." he said

"when do you leave?" I asked

"well that's the thing we leave on Monday." he said

"What?! that's in two days!" I exclaim

"I know." he said

"We just got everything good again." I said. I slumped down into my seat and crossed my arms over my chest.

"Why don't you come with?" he offered

"I'd love to go but harry I cant. things could go bad, and I have school." I explained

'oh." harry said sadly. :long distance relationship?" he questioned

"They never work, plus Harry when the tour is over your going home. I will still be here in America till summer break in like 7 months." I said

"we could try. i'll visit. i'll do anything." harry pleaded.

"Harry we would be way to far away. I get that you could visit but that wouldn't be enough to keep a relationship. Maybe when I graduate. but until then I cant im sorry." I say. I saw a tear roll down harry's cheek. I look away quick before I change my mind.

I know part of the reason I said no is because im afraid he will hurt me.

"I understand." harry breathes out

"harry its not that I don't want to trust me I do, its just that we'd be to far away from each other." I said

"Corrin?" he said

"Yeah?"

" I love you." he said

I looked at him. he looked back at me. his face was full of hope.

do I love him?

should I trust him?

did he just say it to make me go with him?

I didn't answer him. I was speechless, frozen in confusion. I didn't know how to reply.

so I didn't.

Harry's face fell. he looked back at the road. his hands tightened the wheel. another tear slipped out and rolled down his cheek.

I hurt him.

he meant it

I turned away and watched the scenery roll by. then I finally spoke

"Harry im sorry, it's just that I don't know how I feel yet. I like you a lot. But I cant just pack up and go with you just because you said that. How crazy would that be? C'mon Harry! Please don't cry over me. Save your tears for something better. Harry we can try a relation ship once I graduate. But until then move on. Find some one new. Some one better. Some one who will treat you right and Love you for you. Harry I cant be that girl right now. I really wish I could be. But we both know that you just need to forget about me."

Harry looked at me with disbelief

"How do I forget someone like you? Your perfect, Amazing, Funny Beautiful. The lads love you. You leave a lasting impression on people. Haille was your enemy now your friends. You change people , Corrin. You changed me. Corrin I cant forget about you! I will wait until you graduate. I will be the best boyfriend I can be, for you. You deserve it. I wont move on. I wont find someone better. Your the one who can treat me right and love me for me. I know you cant admit it but I know you feel the same, I can tell. Corrin, I love you so much!"

a tear rolled down my cheek, he was right. I did love him. I always have, even when I hated him.

"Your right." I breathed out.

Harry's face lit up.

"Really?" he asked

"Really" I replied

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