Blue Neighbourhood {the story of Troye Sivan}

10 ~ the art of letting you go

POV: Troye

we need to talk

I've always hated that phrase. It's so nerve-wrecking... I remember one time my mom said we need to talk to me and she asked me if I was gay. It was both the best and the worst talk I've ever had in my life, because I didn't know what her reaction would be so I was super nervous but also the best because she accepted me a 100% and telling her about it actually made us closer. I have a feeling this talk with Adam won't be really good though...

POV: Adam

I see Troye standing there looking really cute as always and he makes it even harder for me to keep a straight face. I try not to cry but inside it's tearing me apart.

"Soo... What is it that you wanted to talk about?" he asks me nervously. God I so don't want to do this. "I'll just get straight to the point here... We need to stop seeing eachother. I'm breaking up with you." it's taking every bit of perseverance that I have to not go hug him when I see tears welling up in his eyes. "What... Why...?" he asks me, still really shocked. "I just don't have feelings for you anymore. I've never had a gay relationship before and you were my... expirement. I made you think that I liked you so you would stay, but in reality I don't." ALL LIES. But he buys every single word of it. I've always been a good actor

"S-so none of th-this was real?" he was full on crying now. "No... No... We like eachother... This is a joke..." and he tries to kiss me. I'm surprised by this and I almost can't resist him but I have to so I push him away and scream at him "I DON'T WANT YOU" and he looks at me with a shocked and hurt expression on his face as he walks away crying. When he's out of sight, I burst out in tears too. I hate to see him like this, but at least he's safe now.

A/N; so that was sad :( what did you think?

oh and an update on the chapters; I will probably write like 20 chapters now because I want to include Talk Me Down, maybe it'll be even more ;p