Chim - Lights Out

Chapter 32

Chapter Thirty-Two

"Hey Mum," I answered the phone in a good mood, Kimberley was going to be back soon,

Cheryl! I've been ringing you non stop for half an hour She said hysterically.

"Sorry, I've just been getting ready and didn't hear the phone, Mum what's going on?"

I don't want you to blame yourself Cheryl, She said softly down the phone, sniffing slightly, making me panic.

"What's happenend Mum?"

It's your brother. He's - Andrews been rushed to hospital, She broke down on the phone into tears.

"Oh my god." I too started to cry. "Why? What happened?"

He's overdosed Cheryl, I came into his room this afternoon and he was on his bed, unconscious, needles and blood everywhere Still hyserically crying.

"Oh my god. I want to come back, I want to see him,"

I don't know what me myselfs doing Cheryl yet, I'm going to the hospital when I'm off the phone, but please darling just try and keep strong

"I shouldn't of ever left," I sniffed down the phone.

Cheryl this has nothing to do with you, this isn't your fault. I have to go now, I'll ring you either tonight or tomorow morning when I know more

"Okay mam," I said quietly, hanging up the phone, I started to cry uncontrollably, flopping down onto my bed, burying my head on the pillow, my newly applied mascara transferring to the white material. I don’t know how long I lay there crying, it gradually got darker outside though, I didn’t even hear the door, I just heard her,

“Baby I’m ba- Cheryl! What’s wrong?” Kimberley sprinted over to me whilst I lifted my head slightly to show her my now, I’m guessing, mascara ridden face.  She sat me up, sat down and let me fall into her arms, fresh tears now pouring from my face,

“It’s my brother, Andrew you remember I told you about him?” I mumbled into her shoulder, making it all wet whilst she stroked my hair.

“Yes of course I do, what’s happened is he okay?” She asked softly.

“No,” I sniffed. “He’s been rushed to hospital and it’s all my fault,” I wailed into her shoulder, bringing my hands around her back to pull her in closer.

“Oh my god Cheryl, that is awful, but babe please, this isn’t your fault,”

“But he begged me to stay and I didn’t, he might not be nearly dead if I had stayed,” I said bluntly, feeling slightly guilty at the position I was putting Kim in, but she didn’t seem fazed atall.

“It’s not your fault though, people like your brother wouldn’t stop doing drugs for just people, they need more motivation then that, before anyone else can help them, they have to help themselves, you came here to get somewhere in your life, you should never feel guilty about that Cheryl,” she said softly in the gentleness she’s blessed with.

“If anything worse happens, I’ll never forgive myself,” I murmured, calming and relaxing into her for a moment. She could instantly make a bad situation seem a little bit better.

“I’m sure it won’t, he’s in the best place now, but even if it did, it wouldn’t be your fault for all the reasons I’ve just said,” she said stroking my back.

I didn’t say anything for a while, just calming down, breathing in her scent on her shoulder, enjoying the closeness and her stroking of my back.

She kissed me gently on the side of my head, “I’ll look after you tonight babe I promise. Why don’t you go to have a shower, it will make you feel a bit better, and we can put a film on my laptop on, take your mind off it a bit,” I shook my head not wanting any of that, “Oh, well you don’t have to have a shower, I could just put on the a film-,”

I stopped her with my lips, pressing my them against hers, something I was enjoying getting used to, I kissed her more deeply, circling my tongue all around her mouth, pushing her gently back onto my bed and straddling her hips,

“Babe, I don’t know if this is a good idea, I feel like I’d be taking advantage, your upset.” She said with a worried look on her face.

“Kim, truth is the only possible thing on this earth that could make me feel better is you.  I want you, no, I need you,” I whispered, not even blushing.

“Are you sure?” She asked again.

Again I didn’t answer with speech, only with my lips, until she turned me over so I was now lying flat on the bed, I looked at her with a quizzical face, “this is your night, my night to make you feel better” she smiled. 

We carried on kissing, very different to our alley way experience, these were loving and caring, making me want more and more. I removed her blazer quickly, not stopping our kiss, not wanting a moment without her lips. I struggled to untie her tie, causing us to giggle, when I eventually did it I flung it on the floor to join her blazer. Not wanting her to feel exposed I took off my own top, before unbuttoning her shirt, kissing her chest with every button undone.  She kissed my neck, leaving a trail of kisses leading towards my bra, she reached behind my back and unclipped my bra, gently pulling it away from my body and pushing it off the bed. I did the same to her bra, I didn’t want to stare, but it was nearly impossible, not that she seemed to mind much.

We carried on kissing for a while, I didn’t want to rush a thing, but when the time was right she moved her hands down to my jeans, staring me in the eyes, silently asking for permission, which I granted at covering her hands with mine,  that were now removing my jeans. She threw them off the bed, before I slipped my hands to her skirt, bunching it with my fists before pulling it down gently, her tights soon following. I gripped her bum over her underwear, as we got more passionate, both knowing what was soon to be. She withdrew from our passion and raised her head,

“Are you okay,” she asked cautiously, she was so adorable.

“Never better,” I replied, leaning in again to her, feeling both hands running there way down my body, stopping at my underwear. I placed my hands over hers, guiding them to bring my underwear down, which she did, she slipped them off with ease and carried on kissing me, not once straying from my eyes.

She ran her hand up the inside of my thigh, teasing me slightly, before softly grazing my area, which was already very wet for her. Her touch made me gasp, making me pull her into stronger kisses, something that she didn’t deny me.  I closed my eyes as I felt her enter me, slowly at first,

“Open your eyes,” she whispered.

I did as she told me to, opening my eyes, looking straight into hers , all this bliss that was going on was her, my Kim was inside me making me feel so good, I put my hand over her’s, urging her to move faster, she fulfilled my wishes, gradually upping the pace, no longer being able to stand kissing her without moaning her name I just looked into her eyes, I couldn’t help but close my lids when I felt my orgasm come crashing, I’d never felt anything like it, my body convulsed against her fingers which were still pumping away but stopped when my juices flowed out onto her. I was breathless, but in pure heaven, I pulled her back on top of me for a kiss and whispered,

“Your turn,” quietly but seductively into her ear, wanting to make her feel as good and loved as she had made me.