Chim - Lights Out

Chapter 18

Chapter Eighteen

The bed was so hard, the room was so cold, with nothing to look at except for a radiator and a big wooden window, it didn’t even have any blinds, something I was apprehensive about, I don’t like the dark okay granted, but I don’t like the feeling that someone could be looking into the room and I wouldn’t even know. The only thing that was keeping me awake was knowing or hoping Kimberley would soon text. It was about half past 10, the time where usually I would be creeping over to her bed until we drifted off together. It may sound weird, but it really isn’t, we are just two girls who like being in the safety of someone else and to me, that person is Kim, even if she is the vulnerable one.

‘don’t tell anyone about the way you hold my hand’ Came blasting out my phone, sh!t! Why had I not turned it on silent, I was such a dick at times! I had been obsessed with that song ever since Kim drunkenly sang it down my ear. I sat silent for a minute, not daring to even look at the message, when I was sure I had not been heard, I looked down to my phone and smiled,

-Your little note nearly made me cry, I’m at a very emotional stage at the moment, things like that don’t help missy :P  Cheryl, of course I wouldn’t listen to him, I just feel so bad, you got in this trouble because of me! xx

 Bless her, she really was adorable, I tapped my reply back quickly,

-Don’t feel bad, he just really p!ssed me off talking to you like that the twat xx

-I can handle it, well maybe I can’t, but with you I can. I miss you You know what we would be doing right now!? Xx

-Like I said, I’ll look after you I miss you too But you made that sound really dirty haha, nahh I don’t know what we’d be doing right now Walsh   xx

-:O you mean you have forgotten our late night cuddles? Xx

-Late night what? Are you drugging and pulling me into bed with you Kimberley? Xx

-Your soo mean, I know you like the cuddles as much as me xx

-Well your never know will ya xx

-I will one day babe, mark my words Tweedy xxx

-I want to come back to the dorm what would act happen if I got caught out of here? Xx

-I want you to come back too but I can’t let you, this is already my fault and if Miss found you out, well let’s just say your half term break would be even longer then usual. Xx

-I’m lonely in here though Kimbaa xx

-Your just have to think about me instead, hug a pillow or something xx

-Oh no Walsh that wouldn’t be realistic, your not as comfortable as a pillow to cuddle up to xx

-Again I’m offended Cheryl, what am I like then? Xx

-Hmm, your like a sack of potatoes, lumpy and hard haha xx

-You know how to make a girl feel special babe. But sleeping next to you is like having a rope wrapped around me, your arms just won’t let me go :P  xx

-Ohh now who’s being offensive Walsh xx

-You know I’m joking  xx

-Do I ? xx

-Well you do now xx

-We talk sh!t sometimes did you know that Walsh? Xx

-You might to but I don’t. And Cheryl, you know said your staying, well I don’t want you to stay just for me if your unhappy here. I’d understand if you left xx

-I want to stay Kimba, I don’t regret coming here anymore xx

-Why don’t you regret it anymore? Xx

-This would be to cringey face to face, but I don’t regret it because I met you xx

-I told you I’m emotional at the moment and you saying that doesn’t help :P xx

-I’m sorry Walsh, but its true, I feel like I have a purpose with you, I thought I knew what friendship was, but it all changed when I met you, I didn’t know anything about it atall xx

-I don’t think I would of coped with everything if you hadn’t of came here Cheryl xx

-That’s not true babe, but I’m glad you think that  But have you checked the time! Its past 12, and as hard as it will be to sleep without me, you should try babe  xx

-It will be lonely and Sarah is snoring loudly, but I will try as hard as I can, we’ve got free’s in the morning so come to the dorm as soon as you can xx

-You know I will babe, Nighttt xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Texting Kim for all that time made the room seem much less lonely, although I missed having Kim to snuggle up to, I went to sleep quickly with a smile on my face, looking forward to our shared frees in the morning.