The Pack One-Shots :D

Broken -Vikklan-

A/N- Vikklan's gonna take over my life I swear. I think I'm gonna write a NoochZahHutt one next ;-P

Warning- Suicidal things, and self harm :(

Word Count-

Vikk's P.O.V

One for being Gay

One for being a fuck up

One for Lachlan

And one for my messed up life

4 new cuts, to go along with the rest of them. Rinsing off the blood stung a little but I'm use to it. I plop myself down on the cold, hard tile of my bathroom floor and silently sob.

No one knows I self harm, and no one will ever. I've already got my death date, March 15th 2017. So a couple months from now I'll be in peace, no worries at all.

-An Hour later-

I think my whole body fell asleep, every thing feels numb, I like this feeling. But of course I had to get up, or else the Sidemen would worry.

People are fake, like plastic. We all lie, about lots of things, emotions, feelings, love interests, anything! I'm definitely one of those people, I put on a fake smile whenever I'm with people. They all think I'm fine, when in reality I'm dying, slowly but surely. I don't eat, I don't sleep I'm practically dead.

When I do eat, it's cause I get forced, they make me eat, so I stay alive. They love me, but not enough to realize. "Vikk time to eat" Josh yelled. I'm lucky to have them as friends, but I doubt they'll miss me when I'm dead. No one will.

Here we go again, I've mastered the art of faking everything. I happily skip downstairs to meet with the rest of them. Unfortunately it's Wednesday so I have to eat with them. Every Wednesday Josh makes us eat all together, so I can't not eat.

"Hey Vikk" Simon says cheerfully. I wish I could be as happy as him. "Sit we're just about to start eating" Josh says grabbing the rest of the food from the kitchen.

Eating in front of people makes me insecure. But I mean what doesn't?

None of the Sidemen know I'm gay, they only think I'm bisexual. But they wouldn't care if I was gay, cause two of them are together, Simon and Ethan. Yep Emon is real! If only Vikklan could be real, only in my dreams. "So Vikk" Tobi starts (In this they all live in one house :D) "Did you make up the guest room for Lachlan?" Fuckkkk how could I forget Lachlan was coming! I'm the one who invited him, I don't know why but I did!

"Oh, urm Yeah I did" I lie, lying is a big part of my life.

"Good cause his plane lands in like an hour, your gonna pick him up right?" Josh says

"Right, yeah will do" I answer, why am I so stupid?

The rest of the meal was carried on by small talk here and there. But not a lot, which I'm thankful for, I'd most likely say something awkward and cringe at it later tonight.

Once I finished eating I ran up to my room and hid any type of evidence I could find, I definitely don't need Lachlan seeing anything he shouldn't.

-Time Skip-

Finally it was time to pick up Lachlan. Great, let's just hope I don't screw this up.

-Time Skip againnnn! Sorry I don't feel like writing all this-

"Hey Vikky!" A strong Australian accent rings through my ears. I feel his presence near me, I swear he's gonna kill me while he's here. His large figure wraps around my smaller one, we fit perfectly, well to me anyway.