Hell is our girl // tom kaulitz

pt 2; the "cute" 💙

"dada no, let's go home, dada don't leave me,
please papa.... DADA NOOOO!"
~ Kalen Kaulitz

toms pov:
i walked out of the building back to the car and nodded to the guys they all loooked like they was about to cry, they got out and i got kalen out bill walked up to me, "im gonna say by here because i can't go in there if i go in there there's a 100% i'm gonna walk back out with full custody of her" i nodded and sadly smiled at him and he bent down to kalens level crying,

"im gonna miss you baby, all our shopping trips, getting our nails done, secretly buying mac donald's without your dad knowing and our conversations spoiling you with clothes your cuddles and kisses seeing you at every rehearsal concert and recording session, just remember that uncle bill always loves you okay sweetheart, never forget that, and if you ever need anything you just call me okay don't ever feel like you can't call me, i'll see you soon okay?" he said tears streaming down his face i had to look away because i was crying myself, he hugged her tight, "i miss you too unc bill i see you later" she said and she kissed his cheek and he smiled letting her go.

"cmon then baby let's take you to your new family" i said slowly and held her hand,

we walked in and i saw miss thomas and the lockwoods waiting and georg went to say his goodbye,

again georg kneeled down to her level and hugged her tightly, "you look after yourself now k okay, you take real good care of yourself and your hair, i'm gonna miss you always wanting to mess with my hair and those little butterfly clips you put in to make it all pretty, and i'm gonna miss how hard you giggle when we prank all the others, hey if you get any good ideas call me and tell me so i can pull them on your dad the the other three clowns, always know that i love k okay, take care beautiful" he kissed her head and hugged her tightly,

next it was gustav,

he kneeled down and looked at her, he just took her into a big bear hug and kissed her head multiple times, im gonna miss you my little cow, you promise me right now that your still gonna cook and keep your passion for baking next time i see you i wanna see photos of all your new creations, the kitchens not gonna be the same without you and your little helping hands call me if you need anything okay k, always call uncle gus, and keep your goofy personality, i wanna still see you dancing the next time i see you okay?" he said and hugged her one last time before stepping back and letting me say goodbye.

i bent down, "okay baby, this is it your gonna meet your new family who's gonna be taking care of you from now on you promise to be good for me okay?" i asked and looked away letting there tears fall, "you always remember that im your daddy fish and i will alway and i mean always love you with rvery but of my heart, i wanna hear about you smiling and giggling and fitting in and having fun, i want you to be happy and free okay, you call me if you ever need me you call as much as you want and i'll always be there to answer, i love you kalen daddy loves you so so so fucking much" i said and pulled her into my chest and sobbed, "i luwv you too daddy" she said and i let go and wiped my eyes "now you go to miss thomas and ill see you soon" she nodded and skipped off to miss thomas and i turned to the gs, "get me out of here before i pull her back and change my mind and take her home" i said sternly and i took one more look at my baby wiping my eyes, "miss thomas when will my daddy be picking me up to go home?" she asked and my heart broke, "oh kalen, your daddy's not gonna come back and get you your going to stay with the lockwoods now, your daddy's going away" she said gently trying not to upset her that's when she turned around and i saw her broken face look into mine, she tried making a run towards me to stop me but miss thomas got in the way and picked her up
"dada no, let's go home, dada don't leave me,
please papa.... DADA NOOOO!" i heard my baby scream and i turned back around and started running towards her, she's screaming for me she's screaming for me not to leave her i'm getting her she's not going!

i got tackled to the floor by georg "go get bill now" he shouted to gustav "let me go let me go get my baby!" i shouted crying "please georg she's screaming for me" i sobbed and i could still see and hear her screaming and crying for me, bill came running in and grabbed one of my arms and georg grabbed the other while gustav held the door open i thrashed around trying to get out of their grip.

"this was a mistake let me go get my baby"
"if you don't let me go get my child i will kill you all!"
"bill let me fucking go she's screaming for me"
"let me fucking go now!" i shouted and cried at them as they dragged me into the car as soon as they let go, i tried to open the car door seeing mr lockwood carrying my screaming child who's trying to get out of his arms and run to the car to me, but they put the child lock on i started hammering my arm into the car window to no avail, georg drove off leaving me, screaming to take me back to kalen, bill wrapped his arms around me and hushed me to calm me down and i wailed in his arms screaming for my child.

i did the right thing but fuck this hurts my heart.