I just realize it lately. Let's continue to be a genuine person and leave the past traumas and start over once again.
Masasaktan ako pero hindi ako manghihinayang sayo
Oo, masasaktan ako kasi minahal kita ng totoo,
pero tandaan mo hindi ako manghihinayang sayo
kasi mas pinili mong lokohin ako.
Nasaktan ako sa ideya na akala ko 'enough' na ko for you.
Ginawa ko naman lahat ng pwede kong gawin,
binigay ko naman lahat ng kaya kong ibigay,
hindi 'to magiging 'siguro' o 'baka' e,
"hindi ka lang talaga nakuntento."
I've learned from this love, both joy and pain,
And though it's over now, it won't be in vain.
For in loving sincerely, I found my own truth,
And that, my dear, is the beauty of youth.
I can't forget that night;
it was incredibly painful.
My eyes were so tired,
and my heart felt heavy with sorrow.
I was crying so much that I thought I might run out of tears,
and I struggled to catch my breath.
In a desperate attempt to conceal my pain,
I tried to muffle the sounds of my sobs,
as if making them quieter would somehow make the hurt less intense.
Indeed, it was a difficult night,
one of the hardest I've ever experienced.
The pain felt like it was swallowing me whole,
and I thought it would never end.
But you know, looking back,
I don't see that night as just a memory of pain.
It was also a night that showed me how strong I could be,
even when facing something so incredibly tough.
It taught me that even in the darkest moments,
I had the resilience to endure and carry on.
So, I won't forget that night, not because of the pain,
but because it was a turning point that revealed my inner strength.
If you guys are going to ask me if nag sisi ako na nakilala ko siya?
I would say, "no",
but i regret letting myself go 100% with her.
I tolerated her way too much,
I didn't deserve the way she fucked me up.
Meeting her and loving her will never be my regret,
tolerating the ways she hurt me always will be.
So hanggang sa dulo ng kabanatang ito. Patuloy kong uulitin na;
"Oo at aaminin kong nagmahal ako ng totoo,
pero kahit kailan hindi ako manghihinayang sayo."
I loved you sincerely, but I know I won't regret you.
Kasi alam ko na worth it ako.
Kaso sinayang mo.
- DARK
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