Two years, two years kong pinilit magka gusto sa iba, dalawang taong sinasabing "hindi na kita gusto..."
"My biggest regret was leaving you that night, because the moment I closed that door I knew I just lost someone who meant everything to me. And it still haunts me up to this day."
Okay ka ba? Masaya ka ba?
Ang daming dumaan pero hindi ka nila nahigitan.
Ako ba yung mali?
Oo?
Siguro?
Baka?
A friend of mine told me that he's been single for years, galing din siya sa long-term relationship kagaya ko.
And you know what's intriguing?
I kinda understand what he feels...
"...sini-set ko pa din yung standards niya, sa mga nakikilala ko." Aniya
Paano kapag ganon din sitwasyon ko?
Paano kapag sa paglipas ng panahon, hindi kita makalimutan?
Paano kapag hanggang ngayon ikaw pa din?
Paano ako?
Even today, when I look out of the windows, I travel back in time... when things were not so hazy and unpredictable.
That no matter what came up, I got through it searching for your hand to hold.
It weakens me beyond despair to what has happen and might have happened, that all those slices of time were just a part of life.
"No, they were more than life to me."
I want you to know that no matter what happened, a part of me will always be sad and broken,
and the entirety of me will always have a void so deep that it cannot be filled,
a part of me will always be with you,
a portion of my words will always dread your presence.
I will always be searching for a bit of you.
My palms will always be itching to touch yours,
my nostrils will always seek for your aroma,
and my goosebumps will always wait to catch a glimpse of you.
Even though you have wronged me and the people around me,
I just want you to know, that I don't hate you,
there will always be a part of my hate I will never give you.
There will always be a share of my pain I will never share with you.
I just want you to know that I cried,
I shouted and I begged like a person with no self-esteem and pride for you to be with me.
I just want you to know
that every time I look out of the window,
I travel back in time to you.
I just want you to know...
it's still you,
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
and it's always been you.
— DARK
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