patient or past?

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you managed to get your skincare done and decided to just leave your face fresh today. no makeup just some lotion and your clean prepped face

you slid some flared jeans on and a green longsleeves shirt tying your hair into a bun to keep it out of your way.

you chose to clean and listenbto music to get you thorugh your day so that's what you began doing before hitting distracted by your songs

you stood in the living room dancing with your headphones on getting interupted by a ping

who's texting me now

you sighed lifting up your phone seeing a message from ashton
ashton- nice moves

i can't, he was just all cozy with her

you locked your phone sliding it into your back pocket feeling it vibrate again and you spun to ashton's house annoyed answering the phone call...

you-what do you want!
you shouted seeing his expression turn surprised

ashton-to thank you for the show
his voice echoed and you took a minute admiring him.

he was alone on his living room, phone in hand staring at you..

you-wheres ur little bitch gone hm?
you argued trying to keep up your annoyed tone and he chuckled standing up

ashton-shes not that-

you-well of course ur gonna say that of ur gazing into her eyes and giving her couple treatment
you took a deep breathe as he leant up against his couch

ashton-keep going
he insisted and you were now full of rage and didn't bother holding anything back

you-i broke up with you because ur the problem and ur not even trying to fix it!? im giving you space if anything because ur the messed up one. last night you told me a load of bullshit about no sex and no this or that and now look at you!? you can't care that much about my feelings or how im dealing with any of this becuase ur too busy with ur new girlfriend
you took a deep breathe staring at his expressionless face and broke into tears

you fell to the ground sobbing and staring at him and this was when his face changed

ashton-dont cry over me
his tone switched completely, to the ashton you knew and loved.

ashton-she's not my girlfriend but what am i supposed to do when the love of my life is throwing me away? it hurts me too y/n
you sniffled down the phone staring at him through the glass

ashton-without you im worse, ur my only reason to not do any of this!
he sat on the floor with you meeting your eyes

ashton-let me back in, please give me a chance i'll try harder than ever i promise
he begged

you-ur girlfriend won't take that well
you replied coldly watching his eyes dull

ashton-shes not my girlfriend shes a quick fuck you know that

you-look me in the eyes and tell me you don't want her ashton
you argued standing up as his eyes followed you

ashton-dont lay that on me
he now became frustrated standing up too

you-do you use protection?

ashton-do you think im that stupid?
he chuckled and you shrugged

you-i dont know anymore

you slid your phone onto the table on speaker phone continuing your cleaning

ashton-i won't invite her back over for sex i swear
he tried to convince you but you shrugged him off hearing him grunt annoyed