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you grunted watching him walk off

you-gail!

he stopped and took a big sigh turning around

you-doctor hash, **therapy centre, come see me. please

gail-and is miss hash available to speak now?

you-come on gail i can't leave now i-

gail-you said you felt ill and ive just this second found out that my wife has been having an affair with god knows who

you-you kissed me
you whispered as he breathed out in shock

gail-what and you cant cut me some god damn slack for kissing you? you can't blame me, ur literally this ball of light thats the prettiest thing ive ever saw

you-it wasn't a bad kiss dont worry
you admitted watching his face go through so many emotions

you-i get it, you needed to release and i put ur cigarette out so i kind of deserved it

you-look, i'll save ur number to book ur sessions in. i dont have time for that tonight but i'd love to help you gail

a little smile grew on his lips as you parted ways.

he went back to the wall lighting a fresh cigarette and you went back inside to the table

were gonna have to work on that smoking addiction first.

i want to help gail not gain a 3rd man.

its difficult enough deciding between ashton and rowan

now ive got this gail guy and maybe even atticus

oh no. my drinks with atticus..

i'll try my hardest to get there. if not then i better give him the best apology ever

you went back inside and fell into ashton's arms ready to blurt some lies so you wouldn't leave atticus hanging

ashton-whats wrong baby?
he asked softly brushing your hair back out your face

you-i just have a really bad headache
you whispered against his chest in embarrassment telling the truth

ashton-is it really bad?

you nodded as he kissed your forehead

ashton-i'll come over after im done i cant go

you-oh no i understand its fine, i think i just need water, medicine and sleep

ashton-call me if you need anything alright?

you nodded getting up as sady glared at you

wtf is her problem?

im leaving geez.

sady-where did gail go?

you-i saw him walk out and all he said was that it was a work issues im not sure
you put on a decent face gathering your things seeing ashton's phone light up

sades<3
ur bitch leaving? what a shame :((, now i can sit by youu

is she joking

her affair is with ashton.

you glanced up from his phone screen seeing him quickly lock his phone and close his eyes in guilt knowing you saw

you chuckled slipping the ring off and placing it infront of him
you-dont fucking bother coming over, go fuck ur cousin

sady-im not his cousin!
she called out rubbing it in ur face as you pushed the front doors open almost in tears getting outside.

gail heard the loud bang of the door and glanced over to you confused

gail-hey what happened

gail-y/n answer me
he asked seriously concerned to this random outburst of anger and sadness

you-ashton's the one shes having an affair with
you muttered through the tears rolling down ur face

gail-are you fucking kidding me?! is he fucking stupid!!

you watches him pull your head to his violently

your makeup streamed down your face before he threw his half down cigarette onto the ground storming back inside and you quikly made your way to your car.

rowan, i need to hear rowan's voice.

you hit your head off the back of your seat crying and calling rowan

rowan-mmm it's so nice to get a call from you baby hows ur night going?

you-fucking terrible
you cried

rowan-woah why are you crying, y/n talk to me

you-rowan i cant drive im at this restaurant and idk what to do
you broke down onto the phone

rowan-hey i need you to listen to me, listen to my voice y/n. stop ur tears and breathe, you can cry all you want on my chest but right now what i want is for you to drive to me safely

you-your voice makes me feel so much better rowan
you whispered through a deep breathe

ashton, again. 2nd time within 2 weeks

you-it was ashton's fault rowan
you admitted through your sniffled trying to clean yourself up

rowan-im genuinely gonna beat his ass

you-no need, we wont see his face again dony worry

rowan-good, i want you to keep talking to me until your completely okay yeah.

you-yeah
you said through those shaky breathes

rowan-a restaurant huh? what did you have to eat??

you-nothing, i left when they ordered

rowan-oh okay, drinks?

you-a martine and strong cocktail that's gave me a horrible headache

rowan-i can massage ur temples when ur back, it'll help

you-it will?

rowan-yeah, gently rub round in circles. it'll relax ur eyes and get you sleepy and you'll forget all about the pain baby

you-i love you
you whispered almost being able to hear his smile

rowan-i love you too, now drive safe i'll be waiting for you sweetheart

you-okay im pulling off now
you spoke factually with a light smile at the sound of his calming yet tired voice

rowan-i woke up from a nap not long ago

you-yeah? still tired baby?

rowan-a little bit, we can cuddle and sleep if ur tired

you-im super tired
you replied driving down the dark roads

you-tell me about ur day
you asked taking another one of those shaky breathes

rowan-well, i filled out some paperwork for 2 hours then i was under and on cars for hours until i got back around 5:30

5:30 i was sat on ashton doing my makeup.

you began to tear up again driving down a long straight road

rowan-i had a shower and went out grabbing you some groceries so i could make some food but i ended up falling asleep instead
he chuckled

you-im almost back
you whispered through the tears that fell from ur eyes

you tried ur best to drive as fast as possible, you could no longer hold the tears in and it was all ashton's fault

sorry if there are any spelling mistakes