"Z-Zaf?" pagharap ko palang ay biglaan na niya akong hinalikan. Itinulak ko siya at sinampal.
"Why did you do that?!" I yelled. Tumakbo na ulit ako sa pinto at susubukan sanang i-unlock pero itinali niya agad ako!
Sisigaw sana ako ng lagyan niya ako ng panyo sa bibig. Nagpumiglas ako pero nakangisi lang siya. Naluha na ako ng tuluyan ng itulak niya ako sa bench ng rooftop.
Umiling ako para sana pakiusapan na ayaw ko at tigilan na ako.
Nanlaki ang mata ko ng mag-alis na siya ng damit. Nasa silong kami at wala halos ilaw.
Umiling ulit ako ng itali pa niya ang paa ko. Lord, please help me.
Humagod ang mata niya sa buong katawan ko, at bawat haplos at dampi ng labi niya sa akin ay poot at pandidiri lang ang naramdaman ko.
Lalo akong naiyak sa kanyang bawat pagtawa.
Iniuwi niya ako ng walang sinabi na kahit ano saka lang ako umiyak ng umiyak sa kwarto.
He raped me.
In the bed, after he treated me like a pig, he left me and I left dumbfounded. I'm crying because I'm not able to protect my self. Diring diri na ako sa sarili ko. I'm tired.
My body hurts and I can't breath in anxiety. I cried the whole day.
"W-WHERE'S Lena?!" tanong ko sa mga magulang kong nagkakape lang sa lamesa. Naka-uwi na ako at walang Lena na lumabas.
"Didn't Zaf tell you?" mom asked.
"I know he's lying. Now, where is she?" sabi ko ulit. Nanginig na ang kalamnan ko sa galit. She laughed and sipped her coffee.
"She's buried in the groud already." mom said. Dad was quiet but seriously staring at me.
At hindi siya ito.
" Dad?! Sarili mong anak?! Talaga?! Pinatay niyo? Putangina walanghiya kayo! "naglakad ako pataas para hanapin si Lena.
" Lena?! Lena! Lena! "sigaw ko sa bawat sulok ng mansyon. I cried when I found nothing. I went on her room weakly, but crying continuously. I saw how uncomfortable room is this. This is almost a storage room. I saw the frame of her with... with her mother?
I cried when I saw them smiling in a camera.
She sacrificed a lot. Siguro hirap na hirap siya palagi. At parehas lang kami ng nararanasan. Kung iniisip niyana masuwerte ako, pwes hindi. Kapatid ko pala siya. At kahit na hindi kami madalas mag-usap, alam kong mabait siya.
Ang sama nila. Mga demonyo sila.
Suddenly, I saw a pieces of paper in a box, named letter box.
I opened it while crying and I saw my name, at the top of the letters.
I'm the first.
I am.
I read it while crying silently. She's gone. She's already gone. No, no!
Athanea,
I honestly don't know when I can give this letter to you. I just want to admit that I'm jealous. I'm envious because you are the only daughter that our relatives knew. While me, hiding, quiet in a corner. A maid, a trash.
You are studying in a private university, you can buy whatever you want, while me, eating sardines that your mother throwing on me, and our father are doing nothing.
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Master's Servant (SIR Series #1)
Romance"I want to be free." Athanea Navarro has long been imprisoned in the cage of her parents' authority. She can't do what she wants. She's stunning, she's undeniably gorgeous, and she's secretly funny on her own ways. Her hair is the most beautiful ass...
