Secrets

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The paranoia eats alive the messages your trying to hide
and even tho She told you it's what she don't like
The confusion continues to thrive
your love on the outside
Taking away the time you spent making it right
to cover up your vicious lies
You didn't even try to hide
in a pool of lies
sacrificing your own life 
for some stupid pick up lines
and the thought of a brighter time

trying to survive day to day life
with the sorrow of the truth burying inside
trying to stay alive when all you want it to do is die
so you can live life without wanting to waste precious time
on a random human
who pretends to be blind on the outside carrying on the jive
you've created
To be the superhero that saves them from needing a ride
to content times
meanwhile your empire is stagnant to your breathing time
which doesn't cover up your lies
and makes you studder in real time carrying out your colors from the inside wasting your time trying to disguise

you

for someone they might like

Ignoring all you've built for yourself staying out the limelite
But expecting to live out your old life where your grass started to die
because you watered everyone else's while she stood in line
Never reaching the place in your life
Where you promised her heart would always lie

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