I'm in love /Q.G/ part 2 (:

Heart break

Avery's pov
Oo
Today is my first day of my little internship
And I'm very nervous
I had scrubs on
And these fit really good
Arden: ooo look at you
He stood at the wall
Me: hush
Arden: you got this baby
He hugged me
Me: I'm still nervous
Arden: cmon your the best dental hygienist in the world
Me: am I really though
Arden: you so are you keep my teeth clean
Me: you keep your own teeth clean
Arden: you keep Harpers teeth clean
Me:that's simple brushing
Arden: you got it, and if you don't you can always come home and quit and stay at home with Harper
Me: yeah but I don't really wanna do that like I wanna do this
Arden: it's okay your gonna do good i promise and I'm gonna make dinner and you can tell me all about it
Me: thank you
I smiled and kissed him
Arden: bye baby
Me: bye
I went to harpers room and gave her a little kiss before leaving

And I went to work
July 31st
Brentlys pov
I finished packing my clothes and all my dance things and pillows and I got rocky
I have to say bye to him because we talked and Hayley is gonna keep him
I feel really bad she has no one and mom and dad don't want a dog to care for and Aiden will be there and it's his dog too
So I can come home and visit my boyfriend and my dog all at once
I went over to his house
Jane: hey Brently
Me: heyy
I set Rocky down
Jane: would you like to stay for dinner I'm making lasagna
Me: that sounds really good yeah I'll stay
Jane: mkay I'll make you a little extra
Me: I'm gonna go see Aiden
Jane: alright
I went upstairs seeing a suitcase on his bed
And he wasn't to be seen
Me: where's my man
I laughed shutting his door
He came in from his closet with clothes and hoodies

Me: whatcha doin
I sat on his bed with my Starbucks
Me: here's your by the way
I handed him his Starbucks
Aiden: thanks
Me: can I ask what your doing
Aiden: I'm packing
Me: for? Wait! Are you coming with me
Aiden: no I'm not
Me: dammit it was worth a try though, where are you going vacation
Aiden: no
Me: you can look at me by the way
Aiden: I'm going to Canada
Me: ew why it's cold there
Aiden: hence the hoodies
Me: still you haven't said why your going
Me: are you vacationing in Canada that's weird
Aiden: no I'm moving to canada
Me: what! I thought you were staying here
Aiden: I was never going to stay here
Me: but why are you going to Canada
Aiden: because
Me: are you gonna talk to me?
Aiden: I'm sorry brent I just hoped you'd go to Chicago and forget about it
Me: forget about what you just went to Canada three months ago
Aiden: yeah
Me: please tell me what the hell your doing in Canada
Aiden: I'm moving to Canada for 3 years
Me: why? What! Since when
Aiden: since it was offered to me in January
Me: 6 months ago you've been planning ti move to Canada and you don't tell me
Aiden: I didn't because your going to Chicago
Me: so?
He moved his suitcase and I stood up

Me: what's going on?
Aiden: I'm going to canada, for hockey I'm playing for Montreal
Me: like?
Aiden: like I'm in the nhl
Me: actually?
Aiden: yes
Me: please don't kid about that
Aiden: I'm not kidding, do you not believe it? I mean I can show you the pictures of me signing with them
Me: why wouldn't you tell me you got drafted to the nhl aiden?
What the fuck is going on
I started tearing up
Why would he keep that from me
He sat on the bed
Aiden: because
Me: because why? Now I feel bad
Aiden: because I kept that from you?
Me: yes any time I ever did something good in dance I told you and you were so proud of me, the nhl aiden that's huge and you didn't let me be apart of that
Aiden: because it would've fucked up everything
Me: fucked up what
Aiden: us
Me: what I would've been happy for you I'd be so proud my boyfriend is in the fucking nhl I still don't understand why you'd keep me out of that
Aiden: because you knew your going to Chicago and I'm going to Canada it just doesn't work
Me: what doesn't work?
Aiden: us Brently
Me: we can FaceTime long distance I mean there's ways around it
Me: but you lied to me every time I asked what are you gonna do asking you to come with me you just lied to me and made me feel bad cause I thought you had nothing to go to or do
Aiden: I'm sorry I lied but
Me: but what
Aiden: but I can't do long distance you definitely can't
Me: what are you trying to say
Aiden: I don't want to do long distance you know what that means
Me: are you breaking up with me?
Aiden: I'm sorry brent
Me: your sorry? Your sorry but your dumping me aiden you can't be serious
My eyes watered feeling like I'm in a nightmare
A terrible terrible dream
Aiden: I am sorry
Me: why? Why didn't you tell me why didn't you tell me and we could've figured it out I would've gone to Canada with you
Aiden: I don't want you to do that I want you to go to Joffrey
Me: well I don't wanna go if it means this
Aiden: you have shit to do I have shit to do we can't do that the way it should be done if we're calling eachother all day and up all night
Me: I can't dance good knowing you dumped me aiden
Aiden: yes you can
Me: why. This is fake you can't just do this
Aiden: it has to happen brent
Me: don't call me that
Aiden: I'm sorry
Me: your not sorry, do you even care? Your not cryin? I'm crying
Aiden: I just, i care I just know already
Me: know what? You knew you were breaking up with me
Aiden: yea
Me: how long did you plan to break up with me aiden
Aiden: I didn't plan this I just knew it had to happen and I wanted it to be as late as possible
Me: I still don't understand why your breaking up with me over what, why can't we do long distance
Aiden: because Brently I can't do long distance not with you
Me: so it's me? What did I do
Aiden: nothing no it's not you brent I just can't do the distance
Me: you can't break up with me and keep calling me brent that's not a name you can use anymore
My tears drenched my cheeks
Aiden: ok I'm sorry
Me: how are you just okay with this? I get you've been planning on dumping me for fucking months but you can't just be okay with it
Aiden: I'm not okay with it
Me: we're not having the same reaction
Aiden: if I told you months ago when I got this offer and you knew that we would've broken up then
Me: no we would've figured it out
Aiden: it wouldn't have been the same
Me: did I do something? Did I like mess up
Aiden: no
Me: did I?
Aiden: no baby
Me: aiden?!
Aiden: I'm sorry, you didn't do anything it's just what is best
Me: it's best for us to break up?
Aiden: yes
Me: so since January you've been lying to me that you love me
Aiden: no I, I do love you Brently
Me: no you don't, you can't there's no fucking way you love me and your dumping me
Aiden: I can't not go do this Brently you don't get what happened
Me: cause you didn't fucking tell me if you just told me, you just left me out of like 6 months of our relationship you lied about going to Canada for your mom
Aiden: Brently I'm sorry I really am
Me: no your not your going to fucking Canada girls will be all fucking over you
Aiden: that's not what I want it's not a reason I'm ending this just don't think we're breaking up so I can go to canada and be with other people
Me: then why
Aiden: because Brently I have to go do this you have to go dance and I couldn't let you try and come to Canada instead
Me: cause you don't want me there?
Aiden: cause I want you to be in Chicago, you need to dance and that's your thing and your so good you can't just give it up and if I went with you I'd be giving this up and I can't
Me: you have my name on your body aiden I have yours
Aiden: I know
Me: and you knew about this when I got that
Aiden: I know but I didn't make you get that I said you didn't have to I got that because I wanted to
Me: and now your gonna go get it removed
Aiden: no why would I do that I don't regret it Brently
Me: I do
Aiden: that's fine I understand
Me: I know your fucking lying did you ever love me? How are you calm how are you not upset
Aiden: I am
Me: it looks like you don't even care
Aiden: I do care
Me: so you just wasted 4 years I gave you my virginity aiden
Aiden: yea
Me: yeah? We got married aiden
Aiden: Brently I know I remember
Me: you wanted that you wanted to get married for real
Aiden: cause I didn't want to loose you to Chicago but I can't do that to you
Me: your a fucking asshole
Aiden: I know I'm sorry
Me: I fucking hate you for this aiden
Aiden: that's okay
Me: you don't even care
I cried
Aiden: Brently I care, I know what's happening but I can't do what I want, I can't keep you because it's gonna hurt you I need you to go to Chicago
Me: no your a dick
Aiden: I know
Me: why aren't you fighting back
I cried
Aiden: because your right Brently I fucked up this is all my fault
Me: it's dumb I don't want to do this
I sat on the floor crying
Me: why do you get the decision that we break up
Aiden: please just trust me Brently
Me: no I don't trust you I don't even know you Aiden I love you and now I fucking can't your just throwing me away
Aiden: no
Me: your kicking me out of your life
Aiden: I'm sorry Brently
Aiden: please don't cry
Me: how am I not supposed to cry aiden I don't want this I never wanted this
Aiden: I don't want it either nothing happened between us
Me: your only breaking up with me to go play
Aiden: yes
Me: that's fucking ridiculous why couldn't we just do long distance
Aiden: because Brently you don't understand I can't do long distance with you
Me: what do I not understand, your probably just fucking lying to me
Aiden: I'm not lying to you I just can't do it
Me: I wish you would've just left me alone from the start aiden
Aiden: Brently, that has nothing at all to do with this
Me: yes it does we wouldn't be here if you just fucking left me alone like I asked
Aiden: so you regret our whole relationship
Me: atleast I wouldn't be here crying
Aiden: yeah but we would've never dated , I don't regret us I would never ever say that
Me: well I do
Aiden: I'm sorry you feel that way
Me: what the fuck aiden argue with me please
He stood up over me
Aiden: this might be a mistake and I hope I realize that but it's what's best for both of us
Me: you say that like we were toxic or something
He took my arm
And pulled me up
Aiden: I'm sorry Brently I really am I never wanted this to happen
Me: but your making it happen
Aiden: I know
Me: I don't want to do this aiden Mi shook my head
And hugged him
Please pinch me and fucking wake up
Aiden: Brently
Me: don't do this please