i know i love you

Chapter 100

Jeonghan's POV

Well todays the day Joshua will leave me once again and who knows when I'll be able to see him again. We were gonna spend the whole day together so i decided to wear something special but not to special. So I decided to match Joshua's style. He like to wear all black clothes, so i decided to wear some matching Nike pants along with a Nike T-shirt and on top of that i had a leather jacket which i had borrowed from Joshua but i don't think he know that i have it. I had some black and white trainers that I was rushing on when i heard a knock at the door. He was here. 

I ran and opened the door before jumping into him arms hugging him tightly

"woah baby are you ok?" Joshua laughed as i pulled away

"yes I'm fine shua" i said quickly pecking his lips before pulling away "Anyways what do you think about my outfit?" i asked as i did a little spin for him making him smile

"you look hot" he said as he looked at his self "were you trying to copy my style?" he joked

"I wanted to match with you so i decided to wear what i thought you would normally wear and tadaa" I said as I looked at him

"well you look amazing just like me" he said flipping his non existent hair making me laugh

"well we should go. Don't want to waste any time" I said as I grabbed his arm and started to pull him out of the house

"woah someone's eager" he teased as we walked over to his motorbike

"I wanna learn how to ride a motorbike one day, so I can be just like you" I said as we got onto it

"I'm sure you'll be amazing han maybe even better than me one day" he stated softly glancing at me before hopping onto the motorbike

"i hope so shua" 

We spent the whole day going to numerous places as we talked about almost everything we could think about from our best moments to our most embarrassing moments. We talked about our friends and if we had any past relationships. Whilst all this we also took many photos. Today was a very memorable day and I didn't want it to end but all good things have to come to an end eventually. It was getting late meaning that we should go home now and say our farewells. Although, I want him to stay with me forever I now that it would never be possible he has to go wherever his "parents" want him to go and if they want to go to America who is he to stop them. Even though we are both pass the illegal age we still live with our parents and under their rules. The drive back to his home felt so fast I felt like I didn't get to spend enough time with Joshua than I would like to. When we finally reached his place, no body moved, we both stayed frozen in our place. We both had the same thoughts in our minds, we didn't want to be away from each other but we knew we had to. Slowly, we both got of his motorbike and faced each other

"well I guess this is goodbye then" I whispered as I couldn't fully trust my voice from cracking any moment. My throat felt dry and I had a sudden urge to let everything out and cry but i knew i couldn't do that I was the oldest out of us two I need to be strong for Shua. He just looked at me before pulling me into a tight hug. Our bodies tightly wrapped around each other as my tears started to flow out of my eyes soaking Joshua's shoulder

"don't cry hannie" Joshua whispered as he kissed my ear

"I'm gonna miss you so much Joshuji" I cried as I pulled my head back to look into his eyes which were also filled with tears that were threatening to flow. He blinked his eyes as two tears dropped down his cheeks making me wipe them away as he did the same to me

"I'll miss you too Hannie but, i promise to come back. That is if you wait for me" He said as he stared into my brown orbs making me instantly nod

"I will shua, your the only man I could ever love. I'll always wait for you" i said as he smiled softly at me before pulling me into a passionate kiss. As we pulled apart he brushed a few strands of hair out of my face 

"remember when I said that I was gonna give you a gift today" he asked as I nodded at his question confused

"well since I'm gonna go, I want you to have a piece of me to remind you about me when ever you feel lonely. So I decided to give you my motorbike" he smiled as he handed me the keys to the motorbike making me shocked

"wait what no shua I cant have this. You said that you love the motorbike so much why would you want to give this to me even though its yours" I said as looked into his eyes which where now filled with light that I could not explain

"I could never love anything more than you Hannie. This motorbike may mean a lot to me but I want you to have it. Your the only man I've ever loved this much I would give up anything for your happiness Han" Joshua smiled as I smashed my lips against his which were covered with a few tears making them taste kinda salty but I didn't mind that much. As we pulled apart he smiled sadly at me 

"I should go now" he whispered sadly

"I love you Hong Joshua" I said kissing him one last time

"I love you too Yoon Jeonghan" he said as he walked back to his house while I dragged his motorbike back to my place as I wasn't sure how to ride it properly