I end the phone call with Rob, my now ex boyfriend. Yep, that's right, we just broke up. Yes, I was gay. He cheated on me with Lachlan, who's visiting Rob. RIPM Poofless; I guess Wooflan was too strong. Tears sting my eyes, and I let them overwhelm me. I get out of my chair and decide to go into the kitchen to grab a drink.
I grab the beer, exactly what I'm looking for. I grab an extra two, just in case, and make my way over to the bathroom. I sit down, my back against the door, and cry. I cry, and cry, and cry, letting my emotions overwhelm me because I thought Rob was the one. I thought that he was my true love, my one and only. But I guess I was wrong. I drink, and drink, and drink, wanting to get the thoughts of the handsome man with the brown hair and brown eyes, the man with the scruffy beard that I teased him about, the thought of him. Him. Robert Latsky. Oh how much I loved him. And Lachlan... Why? Why did you do this to me?
I grab the other two beers and chug them down, trying to get the flower king out of my mind.
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I wake up on my bathroom floor a few hours later and look around. Why are there three empty bottles of beer here?And then I remember.... Last night. Him. And I cry, for everything I have worked for to get him to notice me, to love me.
Eventually, I get off of my butt and look at myself in the mirror. I have bloodshot eyes and my hair is all messed up. I have a massive headache and I put my head in my hands, trying to compose myself enough to go get some aspirin. I sigh and swallow the aspirin I grabbed from downstairs... I have a long day ahead of me.
I grab my phone from my bedside table and look at the messages; five from Rob, three from Lachlan, and seven from Vikk... He even tried calling me. He must know, as Lachlan and him were a thing too.
I close my phone and decide to skype Kenny. He picks up on the fourth call.
"Hey, what's up man?" He asks.
"Nothing really," I respond glumly.
"Are you sure? Are you okay? You don't look okay." He says.
I sigh. "It was Rob...."
"What did he do?" Kenny asks worriedly.
"W-we b-broke up," I choke out before crying.
"Oh god, dude, you okay?" He asks.
"Not really..." I trail off.
"Do you need me to come visit you?Do you want to talk about it?" Kenny asks.
"Nah... I don't really want to talk about it either... It's too fresh." I respond, not wanting to open up about it.
"Well don't do anything stupid, and you can always talk to me," Kenny says.
"Thanks man," I say.
"No prob dude, call if you need." He offers.
"Kay bye dude," I respond, hanging up.
God, I'm such a wreck.
I need to record a new video. I groan and get up. I jump in the shower and wrap the towel around my waist. I go into my bedroom and grab some fresh clothes, putting them on before I go back into the bathroom. I brush my hair, teeth, and put cologne on, then head to my office.
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A/N: Oh god, the feels I had writing this chapter 😭, I'm so sorry if I made your feels explode too...
Stay fab,
-C
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